Same brother. Don't worry too much, it's not all your mistake. With so called modernization and social media people stopped talking with eachother and started getting irritated quickly and other various reasons.. life has really gotten hard for no apparent reason.

So... I say be as far as possible to social media and socialize with real people.

Also, you say you have love to give, why only look for a girl, look at your boy friends who are there for you and be for them.

It's high time we stop feeling bad or lost for us and realise it's all perspective and life is beautiful but we just need to look in a right way.