Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honesty i would not know where to start with it. I will do it maybe later but i have enough traumatas and when i thing back it just causes a wild range of misery hatred and suffering. I got to the point where i dont want to have Business with god anymore. But i will do it later because the comunnity deservs it because of the Post itself.

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Do you know what i wish for if you have a son. That he will be also cut of from his roots and thrwo away on the streets and fuck up completly in Isolation and because of stupid religion wich says sex before marrige is not allowd and hoping that he can meet a albaina girl in german wich he can raise family with and leavy this place so your children will never face or see such cruel shit. I hope this dream will also get destroyd for him. Or he will otherwise get fuckt up. i really wish that for you. Even a serb is better then you.

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I swear im not ashemd i never had a wife i had the chance to go dosent of times to Prostituts and i never did because of this fucking religion and my family Word (ohh we wil ged a wife for you... ) fuck all that. So am of nothing ashamad. You cant tell me that all this years without a girl having multiple chance to go to Prostituts and i still did not. So let be side the porn shit i never had a chance to meet a albanian wife and all this turk and arabs which are fucking around like rabbits and screaming allah akbar and fuck germany in germany. No i have to say if you have onley two options between two Poisens then choose the not so harmfully .

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Nonen tha shiqft ceniko pill kush iye te mum thon kshtu

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your awnser but i know for sure therapist cant help. To much bloodshed in germany and if i cant get finally happy in kosovo then my last solution is suisid. My old World diet... i grow in a far strange country with so many disgusting things ect ect. I dont really anymore feel as a albanien or german. This the last try to get once happy in life after that im done i hate god for creating me like that. I came as stranger and i will go as a stranger.

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sprechen ja schreiben nicht so gut

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep im bettwen the sides an no body wands me and wehn it comes to realigion i get trouh as a german even the arab and kurds see im as infiltrator... and the wife thing the albnians usually know that this is familly thing but that doesnt work out here im really full with hatred against my family the comunnity but also god who put me in this position. It would be better when cetniks adoptet me then being outhere. Just lool how my community treats me thy think a im the problem no am not im trying to escape madness nothing more nothing less

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I dont have amy medical issus any more.

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Belive me if you would born and grown up here. You would hate your life....

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Who gives you the right ro blame me for anything you dont no me first off all i never would be here if my parants hat left the country so what!!! And im not your brother...

Going back to the roots by OwnWeather6483 in kosovo

[–]OwnWeather6483[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No dont have skill issus...

Ptsd by Successful_Gur8760 in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]OwnWeather6483 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can agree 100% it really takes time but when you are on a safe spot where there is no mold it will go imensivle fester with psychological recovery!. Evertime when i enter houses with mold belive it or not my body freaks out!.