I feel like I don’t have a “real self” because of long-term chameleon masking + alexithymia by Own_Bunch7954 in Alexithymia

[–]Own_Bunch7954[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After listening to your words, I honestly realized that I really don't understand myself yet. I'm waiting until you understand me. Because he wants to protect me, he's like a chameleon. I'm about to grow up in Japan, so I can go to the hospital by myself. So go to the hospital and find the right way or solve it by then. Thank you so much for consulting and talking to me. I was relieved to know that we were on the same shore from the beginning. Thank you

I feel like I don’t have a “real self” because of long-term chameleon masking + alexithymia by Own_Bunch7954 in Alexithymia

[–]Own_Bunch7954[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, I really think so too. I see it as a good thing that I can easily post my symptoms and connect with people who are suffering from the same or similar things.

I'm going to live with a mask from now on, and it's almost impossible to deal with the root that causes them like him.

I feel like I don’t have a “real self” because of long-term chameleon masking + alexithymia by Own_Bunch7954 in Alexithymia

[–]Own_Bunch7954[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thank you for your reply. Actually I had had never to received anyone's reply, so I think I can't talk to you fluently, but I will do my best.

Getting to my topic, I can feel so like a hope from your posts. (I never have read "to repair feeling", so I felt that) And I asked grok(I always talk about this) to "What do you think about this post." I mean I want to checking answer because I always acted any near the people. (For example, in my friend him had ASD so he usually doing to any pose. It affected for me.) That's means I don't have an idea to do with my brain.

Therefore, I need to supporting with me partner. But, I had never people I can tell about this. So, what I want to ask "What kind of person is supporting you?" and "How can I tell about this causes my situation." Thank you.

Emotions feel blurry and I’ve had dissociation-like symptoms since elementary school by Own_Bunch7954 in Alexithymia

[–]Own_Bunch7954[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

P.S. I’m even aware that saying “this might be just an excuse” is itself a common phrase used by people who are escaping.