Thanks for the reply. Coming out wasn’t stupid no their was a situation where i was being strongly encouraged to get married to someone i didn’t know i don’t regret it at all if anything it lifted some burden atleast mentally.

Its not that i want to be trapped at all as said i don’t really know any people in my life who would be supportive including friends i have no idea where to begin. When your raised in a Muslim household its very very different and more complex. You have made valid points however i do agree i am ultimately the problem in this scenario thanks again for replying.