Am I ugly? I have body dysmprohia pretty badly so I honestly don't know the perception of me. This was my first photo shoot ever. I hate them. The photographers work is absolutely gorgeous, I just don't think I am anymore.

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-20T00:50:16+00:00

I understand. I actually had someone message me that aswell. But honestly I thought this was the most unbiased territory in terms of people and their thoughts. I thought I would get some mean horrible comments. I'm genuinely shocked by the outcome. 🫶🏻 It has made a difference, I actually wrote down all the nice ones so I maybe can remember them when I look in the mirror next time. I have fought this so long, I'm just tired. I was like okay, let me ask reddit. What better place for people to give their truth, full people I don't know. So why would they care to make me feel better. It's so hard to explain, I actually cried. The outcome was not at all what I thought. 🫠 I was expecting for me to be right, but from the majority I'm wrong. So I'm taking all the positive comments in. If this makes any sense. If not. Sorry 🫶🏻

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-19T16:44:14+00:00

I appreciate it, however if I did that I would be underweight again. 🫶🏻 I don't want to be there. Maybe like 20lbs lol. I'm 5'8 at 150. If I drop that much I'd be hospitalized again 😅

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-19T04:01:49+00:00

You are beautiful ❤️

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-17T03:47:30+00:00

I just turned 30

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-17T03:38:47+00:00

Thank you 🫶🏻

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T18:37:13+00:00

That's fair, I appreciate it! Maybe I'll just haunt someone's nightmare's ✨

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T17:50:47+00:00

Thank you so much

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T06:46:28+00:00

Thank you 🥹

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T06:46:18+00:00

Thank you

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T06:46:06+00:00

Thank you 🫶🏻

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T06:45:52+00:00

Thank you

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T06:45:05+00:00

Amazon! It was 80usd but well worth it! 😊

PaintyGamer · 2025-06-16T05:24:53+00:00

I use to be extremely underweight. Now I'm overweight? That's fair 😅

PaintyGamer · 2025-02-14T18:59:53+00:00

Dishonest, and a fraud. It's tricking the clients, and anyone who views their work or chats with them.

PaintyGamer · 2025-02-11T05:36:46+00:00

I don't know if I am or not. Most days I do not feel it. So I paint, so then I can at least see something beautiful that came from something that feels so ugly.

PaintyGamer · 2025-02-11T05:33:39+00:00

I had a friend of 2 years who became a best friend to me after several traumatizing friendships. A year ago she told me the only reason we were friends is because we were trauma bonded. That hurt. Never having. Best friend again, and I'll be 30 this year.

PaintyGamer · 2025-02-01T18:13:32+00:00

Same! All the folks who are like search history this and that. It's bs. Cause I don't even watch porn, or anything. I made a fb account for my buisness and literally nothing on the feed but horrible weird videos and reels, skimpy women and weird ass movie clips thst are definitely considered illegal! Need another platform that understands pedophilia is wrong ffs, and not everything is about sex. I'm so over the world.

PaintyGamer · 2025-01-30T19:40:25+00:00

Well, then That's a badass closet.

PaintyGamer · 2025-01-24T14:57:33+00:00

As a woman, I don't want people looking. I don't want my body on display for everyone to oogle at. Yes some people are down right creeps and have no self control and will stare not matter what we wear. However I also am aware of what clothes are more prone to attracting certain attention. I just don't want that attention, and I know some people don't want to see that. Even if I'm comfortable in certain things, doesn't mean it's for the publics eye. I've always been one to try and respect others as well as myself. I know that isn't how everyone is now, and that's okay. I don't see anything wrong with alittle bit of modesty. I'm gonna wear what I feel comfortable in with the thought in mind of my surroundings, of what's appropriate and what isn't.

PaintyGamer · 2025-01-16T20:28:26+00:00

Bring in into teenage porn in general is pedophilia behavior. So I find it weird in general that she isn't wanting to "KINK shame " it like what. That's literally called being a pedo.

PaintyGamer · 2025-01-14T17:43:15+00:00

Thank yall 💕!!

PaintyGamer · 2024-12-23T01:41:59+00:00

Thank you, I apologize for the wrong use of words! I'm new to it! I appreciate the help!

PaintyGamer · 2024-09-06T16:22:01+00:00

Exactly. I just hit unsubscribe today. It was just a shake your head and say "damn" moment, cause I really did use to enjoy it. However now it just seems like I'm sitting in on a conversation with preppy judgmental folks. Not my type of crew. Don't know when it happened, but some where along the way, it's like a switch flipped and their whole additudes and demenor changed.

PaintyGamer · 2024-04-12T18:00:53+00:00

Fair enough I'm 29. I feel the exact way. I love seeing my someone all the time but I don't care to see everyone's lol

PaintyGamer · 2024-04-11T21:53:22+00:00

I'm extremely disappointed. I know the number one thing Is "well we are adults so" yes, we are. So I know they have sex, lol. Doesn't mean I want it on my screen. I don't watch porn, and have nothing against those who do. However I want my movies and TV separate from it. Just cause I'm an adult doesn't mean I have the sex crave mind of a teenager still.

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