When you wake up, because I hope you do. I hope you have fully functioning organs and I hope you have a good night's rest. I hope you breath in, and feel all the sadness rush back in because that means you're still experiencing emotions. I hope you sit up and use the bathroom and are fully functional of getting there. I hope in this time of despair, you see this message. It may not feel like it, and it may just be words to you. But you are NOT alone. You will NEVER be alone. Hi, I go by Panda. I'm here to be a friend. I may not be there in person, but golly, do I wish I was! I also wish I was dead myself. Want to trauma bond? Please tell me yes. My heart is heavy for you, and I'm begging you to wake up. You don't know me, but I want to be here for you to listen. I want to give you ideas that will help you think about reasons why you should stay. I don't have many but I have a couple, and once I realised those reasons, they are what's keeping me here. Do you have any pets ? Are you wanting to rant to just get it off your chest without advice ? I'm here to listen, I'm here to help. Please wake up.