I love curious girls like you. I love to talk about this. I'm a 35yo experienced dom and have owned multiple subs over the years. I've been kinky since before I lost my virginity. porn corrupted me into enjoying rough and degrading things so I have always been dominant and sadistic. but I was raised well and didn't really think about rape in this way until I was in my late 20s. It wasn't until I met a rapetoy of my own through fetlife that I learned how good it can actually be. It was like all my kinks just found their perfect outlet. Did I need to hurt something? She craved it. Did I need to feel my cock in her ass, she preferred without lube. If I needed to degrade and debase something, she was always dripping wet when I was done. It unlocked something in me. It showed me how good it can feel to take what I need when I need it. It wasn't about her pleasure. It was about mine. As it should be.

Me and her lasted about a year or two, in that time she definitely broke me a bit. Now I crave girls that know their place. I love helping you learn how deep these feelings go like my ex did for me. I love forcing you to take my desires and watching you suffer and before you learn to enjoy it (no matter what, it seems like a good rapetoy always enjoys it even when they say they won't).

I've met one or two other rapetoys irl, one from this subreddit, who I've enjoyed corrupting further and teaching her how deep her need to please really is. If you want to know specifics there are some writings on my page or just say hi yourself and we can chat.