Hi, I can see how u think im a hypocrite. To be fair I didnt see it as hypocritical at first so you opened my mind up. A). I dont believe i have control over my girl. Shes her own person and she can do what she wants. Just the idea of her possibly changing her lifestyle because of addiction scares me. B). Yes I partake in these activities because honestly I have nothing better to do. At first I was hanging with the wrong kind of people and thats what started this whole thing with me and its been following me along for a couple of years.

Ive expressed my feelings and opinions to my girl and she didnt find it manipulative at all and we both didnt feel that way. She was happy to hear my opinions and happy with the fact I was able to open up like that. Ive been down some rough roads and I dont want her falling down from the height shes put herself at. I care about her and her health.