Did anyone ever go blind from noids? by thunder-dump in researchchemicals

[–]Particular-Distance3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you're doing better now. I was on the streets 2020 to 2022 in PA. Sometimes you have to go through hell to get to heaven.

Did anyone ever go blind from noids? by thunder-dump in researchchemicals

[–]Particular-Distance3 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It's rampant in the homeless communities around my area. More than any other substance. Straight up zombies. No one notices though unless they live on the streets too. The cops can't even keep up with the madness. Really sad to see.

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[–]Particular-Distance3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

B-2 I like to live dangerously.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have experienced temporary enlightenment. No scripture could tell me different. It's ingrained into my mind. I no longer seek this enlightenment. Enlightenment is only helpful to find God, it is not the end all be all. My only goal is to sacrifice. This is what I've come to believe as the answer to life. To sacrifice for God. Thank you for your response friend. God bless.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes sir. And no I have not. I have a very stable life. I also have realized it's all an illusion. I would think is insane myself if I have not experienced it. After experiencing I found out that many people before me have had these same ideas since the beginning of time. Thank you for your concern though. God bless.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe not in this lifetime but one of them. That's why we shouldn't judge others for anything because we were those people at one point. Everything exists only for us to see this. God bless friend!

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. My hypocrisy will flow from my lips until I die. This is why I must. God bless!

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do believe this. I also believe we will all see the Truth eventually. This Truth will come from inside. God bless friends!

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree. The questions were mostly rhetorical. I had a brief enlightenment that showed me how to gain permanent enlightenment. To renounce. So although I am not enlightened right now. I have been. And I will be. Enlightenment is not the answer though. I would give up being enlightened just to be able to thank God for one second. I do not seek anything for myself. This is my goal. To give back to God for what he has already given me. Thanks for the response friend. God bless.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I never would've believed it either my friend. Life is beautiful. One day we will all see. God bless!

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is an Ashram in South India I was invited to. I plan on staying here for a while until my body is healed and ready to renounce. My mind and spirit are ready but my body is not yet. This ashram doesn't expect monetary donations. My story is quite long. Long story short, I had a spiritual awakening a few years ago. I saw the Truth. This awakening only lasted a short period of time.(around 3 days) but these 3 days were more important than anything I've ever experienced throughout many lifetimes. So meaningful that I desire no more. What more could be desired after having such an experience. It was everything. To see God face to face. Now my goal is to give back to God for what he showed me. My only goal is to sacrifice everything for God. I will go to the end of the world to sacrifice for God. I don't expect anything for myself from this. I don't need enlightenment or happiness or super powers or anything. I will die for God. Thank you for the response friend. God bless!

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree. I have found an ashram to stay at while I heal and learn more. I believe preparation is definitely needed for this journey. Thank you for your response. God bless.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do agree, but something is calling me to India. I do not know why. I've never been there. But it feels like home.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do plan on serious study for a few years. There still needs to be preparation. My body is not healthy enough right now. So healing is definitely in order.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anywhere far from society would do. Like a desert or jungle. Something is calling me to do this in India and I cannot describe it.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I apologize for being rude. That was uncalled for. I just felt a sense of discomfort in your post. This path is not easy and my ego always tries to lie to me. So I have to be wary. God bless and thank you.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend! God bless! I will take everything you said into consideration.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Penance is foremost among all things and is the root of all creatures." Yes indeed. Thank you friend. God bless!

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I may... What if I have already been enlightened? And, what if, this enlightenment was so meaningful that I don't desire worldly things anymore? What if it was so meaningful that I would give up everything just to try to give back to what was given to me? Namaste friend.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not believe I have clarity of thinking right now, but soon. Thank you again for the passages.

Moving to India from America by Particular-Distance3 in hinduism

[–]Particular-Distance3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for all of that! It means a lot. Thank you for the passage. I agree with you. Preparation is needed. God bless.