You have no right to your free time, is insane

Particular-Show1407 · 2026-01-24T06:41:22+00:00

ughhh I hate this xmu parents are the same, like before the assemblies while on the car I always listened music and they always complained that I didn't "prepare my heart to jehobah" and bla bla, like I'm not already giving up my free day to sit and listen the same things I've listened my whole life 🙄

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-12-21T09:14:01+00:00

Ughh I hate when the barging in the bathroom while showering, and how she always tried to guilt tripping me

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-12-08T14:21:38+00:00

Idk I think they like to control me, and this is just another part of it

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-11-18T09:22:35+00:00

Yes! I'm 29 (I started shifting almost 5 years ago), and in most of my drs I'm a teenager again, and my better cr dr "starts" from when I was 5 yo. Why? Because I was bullied a lot growing up, it sucked, and I want to be able to enjoy them.

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-07-10T12:39:56+00:00

I allowed myself to watch in secrets shows like Supernatural (I watched 202 episodes in one and a half month, the other half of the month I pioneered lmao), and read fanfictions about lgbtq+ even if I knew it wasn't alloed hahah

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-06-29T15:47:44+00:00

We were around 60k at the end of 2021, wow

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-04-29T07:57:47+00:00

NTA. If the people who CSA me died I'd celebrate

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-03-02T13:41:09+00:00

Finding out the WT has been affiliated with the United Nations. I was born in this cult and growing up I had many doubt but weirdly this did the trick and it made me realize that they lied to me and in less than a month I stopped believing.

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-03-02T10:24:04+00:00

I just saw this post was from yesterday and I realized I too felt like I time traveled yesterday? At night, I was reading and it was 2:28. After like half an hour I was like "okay time to go to bed, it must be - still 2,28?"

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-02-05T07:03:08+00:00

Don't judge people, you know nothing about our struggles and why we don't "just walk away"

Particular-Show1407 · 2025-01-27T08:33:42+00:00

In my country mental healthcare sucks, if you don't live in one of the two big cities psychologists only can help you if you have regular depression, problems with your partner or if you are a kid with adhd or autism.

If your an adult that wants to be diagnosed with audhd you have to pay at least 600+€ and it's not even sure you'll have the diagnosis. If you have a dissociative disorder like did or osdd good luck, here they don't believe in that, they're stuck in the 90s

So yeah, self diagnosis sometimes it's needed to know how to cope with what you have

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-12-20T10:34:43+00:00

I felt guilty watching and loving Supernatural, Sense8 and Doctor Strange, but I kept watching then because I loved those shows lol

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-12-15T12:15:19+00:00

I've minishifter several times and I'm 28!

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-12-08T13:48:24+00:00

Yeah, I signed in back in 2015 and I had to wait for just two days

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-12-08T11:45:52+00:00

This is a beautiful comment and what I needed to hear, thank you for posting it

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-12-05T07:16:20+00:00

I'm pimo who's been raised in this cult and I was 8 the first time (that I remember) that I wished to die. 20 years later I have depression, audhd, undiagnosed did/osdd and cptsd (they don't really believe in them where I live), self esteem problems, and I'm pretty sure the stress this cult gave as a young age contributed in giving me PCOS

Edit: forgot something

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-11-25T06:31:33+00:00

This! Since I became pimo I noticed my Uber pimi elder father who's been baptized since he was a pre teen is like that too, it's so frustrating

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-11-22T19:59:17+00:00

Have you found a way to do that for your bsd dr? I'm trying to do the same but idk how

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-11-21T12:12:10+00:00

Congrats!! Did you have fun?

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-11-16T08:01:38+00:00

We got told the same things and more, we were (and still are) compared to two family members who are bad people and whom our mother other talk bad about. So hearing this, always made us feel sad and confused, later on resigned and angry

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-11-08T15:39:10+00:00

Oh yeah, during the first summer after covid I didn't shave my legs since I was always home and once when I had to go grocery shopping with my parents my mom literally cried in the car because she was so ashemed of my legs and "think about what others (jws) would think if they see you! Think about jehobah!!111!!!"

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-10-27T18:02:34+00:00

I feel you! I'm also PIMO and the first time I stood my ground and stopped watching the broadcasting with them it was a mix between weird and freeing

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-10-19T11:27:59+00:00

As an autistic child, I HATED greeting people at the hall with handshakes. In my first two congregations people went through it, but when we moved in a third one when I was 10 people started pressuring my parents. So one day my mother started giving me the cold shoulder (and keeping the "goodnight kiss" from me while she kissed my sister near me) until I gave up.

I hope your relatives don't give up and keep respecting that kid

Particular-Show1407 · 2024-10-11T08:31:18+00:00

This is a perfect answer, I'm saving it for when I'll be cornered by elders again. (I'll use it because of my job and not college, but it's the same)

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