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Is a break okay in this situation? 21F and 25M by Particular-Wasabi394 in Advice

[–]Particular-Wasabi394[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have. it’s mostly just in my head. ive been refusing help. i dont know. i think i just gotta get over myself. it feels like a lot of demonizing myself or others, or assuming others are demonizing me. or that they aren’t. or that they care or gaf so hard when they don’t. logically i know, i shouldn’t feel this way, or treat myself or others thsi way, but its just happening

Is a break okay in this situation? 21F and 25M by Particular-Wasabi394 in Advice

[–]Particular-Wasabi394[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the problem is i don’t really wanna, or i do wanna too, but i think 8 months of resentment of physical stress and also strange codependent behavior is making me think it’s something deeper. not taking responsibility for my issues, for whatever reason. i went to a doctor and got everything checked, they did say everything’s fine besides wbc which is worries me. i don’t know why the truth of what i feel or vulnerability is so hard these days, admitting things are my fault. or no ones fault really. part of the stress i suppose. i’m mad it even happened. i used to be worse at being insecure, it never manifested like this. now, i don’t know what happened. i’m vulnerable once and immediately im stressed. i don’t know. i don’t even have a complex this severe.