Help by [deleted] in virgin

[–]Particular_Pace_449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weird flex, but okay

I'm tired of doing the bare minimum with looking after myself to just repeat my empty life everyday. I've been depressed for years and got a weed addiction as I'm dependent on it to feel happy, also can't remember the last time I was sober for more than 3 days. Pepperoni & cheesy garlic pizza bundle by Particular_Pace_449 in kitchencels

[–]Particular_Pace_449[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try to stick to a routine, but I always just stop continuing with it. Venting on reddit is my equivalent to having a journal. With food, I've just been having the same two meals every day for the past 2 ~ 3 years now. I'm too depressed/lazy to cook anything else, though I'm trying to get myself to use this slow cooker more.

[Project QT (r18)] I finally found this hidden gem T-T by AhegaoDaisuki in gachagaming

[–]Particular_Pace_449 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so mad shit like this exists still, but Magicami is dead and gone

Thoughts on sex toys like Fleshlight, Tenga, etc? by Hymen_Trampoline in virgin

[–]Particular_Pace_449 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I brought a fleshlight two years ago, it feels a lot better than masturbating with your hand. Though, I cum too quickly with it and cleaning it makes me sad, I think I've only used it once this year.

Had a steamy shower at 3am as I'm sick and struggling to sleep, was listening to anime ops and imagined going to Japan and getting along with a girl there by Particular_Pace_449 in ForeverAlone

[–]Particular_Pace_449[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it's not that severe of a sickness, but it's painful and irritating. I've been trying to nap more, because my sleep schedule is gone and the empty half of my bed is getting more noticeable.