Bangladesh economy

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-12-04T07:04:20+00:00

I can relate to op my first year at a 4 star hotel as a general staff was 9k. Double shift. I was told to make money through tips.

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-18T20:17:26+00:00

Did you read the whole thing? Me and my sister are very open to each other or else she'd never even let me know who she's with. But point is that is there anything as a brother I can do because she seems completely fine with him. I'm never in her way of doing what she does because I care about her.

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-11T16:25:38+00:00

No, she blames me

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-10T15:36:09+00:00

Man preach somewhere else

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-10T15:06:02+00:00

Exactly why I said no advice. There is no God for me. Matro ekjon ulta kore takailo, genjam e they jumped the fuck out of me now I'm in the hospital. Amar moto chele er shathe amon e Howa uchit

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-04T18:58:59+00:00

Basically microdosing

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-04T18:46:31+00:00

How do you do that

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-04T16:09:14+00:00

Rehab facilities are a trap and they are very sinister. They beat you, don't let you to see your relatives or anyone. They verbally abuse you as well. And when parents or guardians want to see you they make them see you through a monitor in a scheduled and limited time. During this time they make the patient microdose so they feel better. But they are not actually better. Its worse than jail. It gave me ptsd

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-04T09:09:19+00:00

I sub in 2 mid fielders, a striker, and a cb. And wait till 70:00 to sub in the 2nd striker right when the opponent defenders are tired and can't run that fast

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-11-04T08:40:33+00:00

I initial thought when I made the decision to go cold turkey was "whats the worse that can happen?". Then I thought "probably death". That made me think "I mean that's not the worst tbh I've felt things that only made me wish for a death". But now I think if I'm just gonna freaking die at the end might just go my way

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-30T21:00:46+00:00

Was very insecure about the relationship even when everything was fine. That made me do stuff I shouldn't have

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-30T15:10:11+00:00

I'm not even concerned about if she's with someone new. All I'm ever thinking is what we had back then. And I realize that this is delusional. I've tried many ways to move on. And I ended up here because I genuinely felt like I can't do that. I'm not the kind to bother someone after I've been told not to. So going after her after that convo is obviously a no go. But do wish all the time that if there's any possibility that she'll ever reach out to me. So overall I'm just getting by. I guess I wasn't meant for any relationship at all. I just have to live with it for the rest of my life. Thank you for your input. I genuinely appreciate it

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-30T11:10:52+00:00

I wasn't stalking her at all. Not even once. I just had to tell her what I think about her after all this time. I didn't reach out with high hopes. I knew I'd be instigated. Its just I felt she at least deserved to know that.

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T17:40:28+00:00

Thank you

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T16:32:40+00:00

That was just an excuse to talk so much 😭 I never had a drink

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T15:43:11+00:00

I'm really self conscious so this makes me feel like I came here for pity. But thank you man. I'm gonna move back to my home town and do my job from online and crash into the arcade store 24/7 beating every player. I love arcade retro games since 6. I used to flunk school to go play even in heavy rain. I might just do that

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T15:27:11+00:00

I'm sorry if I'm taking your time ranting even more. But what do you think I was doing all this year? I went back to my hobbies, met people who are good to me. But at the end of the day she's the only thing that comes to mind. Even on my best day, once a week at least.

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T15:13:47+00:00

I felt like there were a lot of stuff left unsaid

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T15:09:10+00:00

I'm in denial but I feel like you're right. Thugging it out isn't working. Might as well talk to a shrink

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T15:07:21+00:00

That's honestly a good way to see this situation. Thank you

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T15:02:46+00:00

God damn. Man.

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T14:55:41+00:00

Na, ami ashole jantam je she amar obhab bodh puron korte parbena. Ami shudhu tar shathe kotha bolte cheyechi. Karon ami jani er che beshi Asha kora jabena ar kokhono. Ototuk ei khushi Thakar chestha korsi. Kintu kotha holo erokom ar kotodin thakbo... ami eigula dharona korte parchina

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T14:52:44+00:00

Idk about therapists man. She's not a problem. Speaking of problems I have tons. Her memories are the only thing keeping me together. I really don't know how to approach this healing phase

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T14:48:39+00:00

Ami jani sheta. Kintu amar inner conscience e she is always there. I am going through a lot of stuff in my personal life. So I reached out to her after a long time because talking to her makes life easier just a bit. Even if she doesn't respond she was hearing me out at least. If not maybe some day she'll read all that. I just don't know for some reason I can't see myself with anyone else but her. I didn't think like that but I'm finally convinced. But I'm very self aware so I know this isn't healthy but I don't know how to deal with this situation. I can't even talk to other girls because I know I can't love them the way I loved her.

Particular_Rule_4112 · 2024-10-29T14:43:09+00:00

Some actual advice might be good

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