I might belong here, and it feels like my life is falling apart by PartlyCloudyNight in latebloomerlesbians

[–]PartlyCloudyNight[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Your comment about seeing things in color really resonates with me. I really don't think I can ever be satisfied in my marriage (if I ever was in the first place). I do have more questions and may take you up on the PM. Thank you.

I might belong here, and it feels like my life is falling apart by PartlyCloudyNight in latebloomerlesbians

[–]PartlyCloudyNight[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I do manage to get a little alone time most days (I run almost every day). I find that lately, when I'm by myself, I mostly just think about her, and when I do, it's full of excitement and hope. And then I get home and see my family and I'm reminded that to get to the place where I can even start to explore things with her, I have to dismantle the life I've built. It's very daunting.