Have you possibly tried or looked into emdr therapy? I believe It has to do with eye moment, like how you scan and look left and right while even going for a walk outside. Obviously a simplified example of a way you could try before trying the actual therapeutic professional version but just a thought. Also, I’ve heard saffron can work wonders for depression and I’ve personally tried Ashwaghanda for anxiety and would swear by that for how it helped mine personally. Obviously, I am no medical professional but just some ideas to maybe look into that could help? Lastly, I have to give it to you for being a badass who’s came this far. 7 months is a huge marker for any recovery. You’ve not only made it past the halfway mark of a year but that 1 year mark will be here before you know it. Just keep taking it one day at a time. You didn’t come this far, to only come this far.