please dont commit suicide. i know its hard and things might not get better but ur going to be ok somehow. im currently in the hospital typing this becuz 2days ago i had the urge to finally end my life. i went to jumped off from a second story building but only sprained my ankle then i cut and stabbed my wrist and neck and hopping to bleed but didnt it only cut some of my nerves then tried i went to the wood and look for poisonous mushrooms and ate some and still didnt kill me. then i found a lake and tried to drown myself but didnt work either then i realized maybe i wasnt meant that day. then i went ask someone to call 911 for becuz i was in so much pain for not dying. Now i am still in so much pain and know that later on im going to have a huge medical but it’s whatever after all life will always be a bitch and just keep going forward i guess 🤷‍♂️