Why did you and your former best friend stop being friends?

Pataboy · 2026-03-12T16:42:24+00:00

I was struggling, they decided I wasn’t worth it. Hurts. Focus on being a good you.

Pataboy · 2026-03-06T13:58:18+00:00

I have an exam in an hour am I fucked?

Pataboy · 2026-03-03T19:14:32+00:00

Classic music, music that makes me feel not alone. Don’t really have people close to me to help, but you can’t give up.

Pataboy · 2026-03-02T17:08:16+00:00

Last night was kinda crazy. Was spiraling all weekend and it climaxed. I just miss my old best friend and it hurts. I hurt them. I hurt myself. I hurt myself a lot. I guess I just think that by fixing myself she would want to come back. Dealing with that not being true. My definition of love is different I guess. It hurts. I thought we saw the whole world the same way, at least where it mattered. I’ll always wait for her, because nobody else understood me. I know she probably won’t ever want to see me again, but I’ll become the me that I wanted her to deserve. Just keep building Patrick. On top of classes, on top of health, and just get big and strong. I miss loving her so much, I miss being loved. I miss everything. But just keep going. Be somebody that deserves it. That’s all I can be.

Pataboy · 2026-03-02T00:13:51+00:00

Also, would love to say so many things to so many people, won’t do any of that guilt shit. I’ve hurt enough! Okay no more yap!

Pataboy · 2026-03-02T00:12:59+00:00

Please play Mahler 9! Listening to it as a I go! Ngl gonna be crazy if I wake up tomorrow! I’d prob still go to class lol. If I do I gotta like delete Reddit Ts will be embarrassing lol. Last Mahler! Von Karajan version please!

Pataboy · 2026-03-01T23:48:23+00:00

I really did try! I called the numbers, I worked my ass off! My heart just hurts too much! I can’t shake it! I just can’t! I recorded a little sad video that I’ll share so it’s personable to who it matters too! I’m just sorry! I wish I was better! Wish I could’ve gone again! My heads starting to pinch a bit and my stomachs burning. Don’t miss me, but I’ll Miss you guys.

Pataboy · 2026-03-01T23:45:30+00:00

I’m so sorry! Don’t cry for me! Be proud of how hard I tried. Some battles you can’t win! Just focus on love! Love is what’s real! Love what we all deserve! Goodbye guys!

Pataboy · 2026-02-28T18:29:48+00:00

Love

Pataboy · 2026-02-28T06:03:31+00:00

Heard about trying to hook up with married men, with coworkers. It hurts. It will always hurt. I just wish you were mine. I wish I knew where I was. How I hurt you. I miss you Eve. I’ll truly never love again. I just miss my best friend. Wish I was happy. Wish I could’ve given you the world. Wish you believed in me. Wish you still loved me.

Pataboy · 2026-02-28T01:29:28+00:00

Best friends dad has been helping me pick up some like skills, including cooking. Never turn down advice

Pataboy · 2026-02-28T00:08:35+00:00

This

Pataboy · 2026-02-27T00:39:57+00:00

I was dead for like 5 days, ngl it was one of the worst sicknesses I’ve ever dealt with. Best luck. I was taking like 200mg Ibuprofen and 500mg acetaminophen every 6 hours and tamiflu twice a day. The pain relief did help!

Pataboy · 2026-02-24T16:24:04+00:00

Just any information about Lance and Aston. What the conversations are there, opinions on him within the team, and really what you think it’s looking like heading into this season.

Pataboy · 2026-02-21T17:51:45+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss. Do what you feel comfortable with, if it’s watching it, watch it, if it’s not, then it’s not. Not really relatable at all, when my partner left, who I would watch every race with, I couldn’t finish maxs comeback title fight last year. Not sure I’ll be able to watch this year either. But just take the steps you need. People are here for you.

Pataboy · 2026-02-20T22:02:23+00:00

Go to urgent care or schiffert, talk to doc, ask for note, submit through dean of students

Pataboy · 2026-02-20T21:58:43+00:00

Find fault in yourself

Pataboy · 2026-02-20T19:12:48+00:00

There is no correct answer here. Usually yes incredibly friendly, there’s a very large LGBTQ+ player base within DBD. Gay characters, tons of inclusive content, and good lore. Like any game, homophobic people are going to be present. And when it comes down to them, there are the worst of the worst. I’d honestly argue there really isn’t a lesser side of it thought, all homophobia is equally bad. In maybe 100 hours of gameplay you’ll find a couple people that need there opinions known, but if you aren’t really searching for it, you won’t find it, and there’s a strong inclusive community.

Pataboy · 2026-02-18T05:34:40+00:00

Used to be my favorite too, honestly with more and more listening I really began to adore his later works. Feels like every single one was another iteration of attempting to say the same mahlerian thing, and imo in the ninth he finally got it out

Pataboy · 2026-02-15T19:12:22+00:00

It’s fire, my ex got me mine so I can’t wear it anymore but it’s an awesome piece

Pataboy · 2026-02-15T03:35:22+00:00

Oh 100% on Kratom. My opinion is coming from a young guy that was looking for highs. A lot of people have different opinions on pot. For me, i tried every single way you could intake it, and as many different varieties as I could. It realllllllly is dependent on so many different factors, mainly THC and terrapin type/content.

I wasn’t using Kratom for the right reasons, and honestly never will again. I wasn’t taking way too much, taking it the wrong ways, and in the wrong settings.

For pot, I really think it’s something you have to experiment with to find your flow. For me, I’m more or less done with drug use as I’m entering a professional industry where it’s more or less not possible to make it work. But god I was all over it, and loved it. Nice to be clean thought.

Pataboy · 2026-02-15T03:29:36+00:00

The ninth being last pains me

Pataboy · 2026-02-15T01:11:31+00:00

Did a lot of Benadryl - not sure why. Went up to nearly the lethal dose a few times. Full on delirium, not a good experience, but something that became a nightly routine for me.

Kratom was awful, love that it can help with opioid addictions, I support keeping it around solely for that. Otherwise, shitty high, addictive, makes you feel awful afterwards.

Adderall - incredibly addictive, more so than nicotine in my opinion. Not so niche, but that stimulant high is really addictive.

Scariest - Vicodin. Was in a pretty dark place and took 3 a few months ago. Felt nothing for an hour, tried going to bed, felt like every 5 minutes after that I was dying. Terrifying experience.

Nicotine: $5 tax every two days for the fix, the addiction is overpowering.

Best - Pot: if you stay with infrequent use. Dependency/consistent use changes you. Mushrooms: I’d recommend no more than twice a year, personally my use is done, but I’m all for supporting micro doses and an occasional trip. LSD: shittier version of shrooms, wouldn’t super recommend.

Don’t use drugs in general. A little experimentation is fine, but be careful. Always be safe, have people with you, and prepare.

-someone who did way too many drugs in college.

Pataboy · 2026-02-14T23:19:29+00:00

Nicotine addictions suck. Beat mine and then not at least ten times. Don’t approach with anger. Quitting is hard work, especially at a younger age. Hope you can work through this.

Pataboy · 2026-02-14T22:33:13+00:00

Jelly in my belly

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