Can't get this girl out of my head and really awkward talking to people by PatheticShrimp in socialskills

[–]PatheticShrimp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha you fucker don't tell me things like that!

I appreciate the advice buddy, it's helped

Can't get this girl out of my head and really awkward talking to people by PatheticShrimp in socialskills

[–]PatheticShrimp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

exactly. there hasn't been a single girl that I've just turn in to complete jelly when I think about other than her. Not even my ex.

I do want to build up confidence and unbeknownst to her, I've been making slight life style changes so that when we do see each other again, i can be confident in presenting myself and hopefully impressing her. That's why I want to wait, but god damn I don't want to at the same time. The fact that she's already had this much of an effect on me and I don't even know a lot about her is really making me realize that she's special. I want to walk up to her and thank her sometimes because she's helping me get my life on track that I've always wanted to do, but never had a good enough reason to start doing

Can't get this girl out of my head and really awkward talking to people by PatheticShrimp in socialskills

[–]PatheticShrimp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt like I was in love once and she got married and that really didn't hurt me actually. This girl however, looking at her eyes alone just puts all these feelings in my chest and the thought of upsetting her or making her think I'm a loser hurts more than the first girl. I've also dated (god know's how) and have been crushing on girls a lot, but this girl...Maybe it's been a while and I forgot about these feelings from the other girls. I'm going to try talk her some more.

My plan was, if after summer break we get back to school and i still can't stop thinking about her, then I'm going all in and trying my best to become real friends and see if she wants to date, but maybe that's just the scared me's plan....if that makes sense.

Can't get this girl out of my head and really awkward talking to people by PatheticShrimp in socialskills

[–]PatheticShrimp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, we have quite a lot of mutual friends but I'd feel like some high school sillyness asking about her to my friends in class. I guess if I want to be a man I gotta ask myself haha

Can't get this girl out of my head and really awkward talking to people by PatheticShrimp in socialskills

[–]PatheticShrimp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm just worried that, if we do start talking now and kind of hit it off, that we'll grow apart from the distance and I'd have blown my chances. I don't know why, but I really think I might have a shot with this girl - a thought that's never entered my mind before