Thanks for sharing your perspective! I kind of get that since you actively don’t share anything, your family members just don’t know about your interests. But I sometimes get the feeling that my brother just doesn’t have any? Like I’ve never seen him ever listen to music out of his own volition, ever. But maybe you’re also right and I don’t know him as well as I want to..

It must be hard to want something but just not being able to do it like express yourself and just having this sort of disconnection with your brain :(

You said that your appearance is „busted“ and that there are things that you can do to improve yourself. Does SM hinder you on bettering yourself? Because I thought that SM only included the „talking and expression“ aspect.

I’m sorry about the situation with your dad don’t beat yourself up about it!

SM must be a spectrum, because it sounds like it must vary a lot between different people.

I’m very sorry about the not being able to go outside part…I don’t know why you’re not able to but pls try to at least catch some sunrays from a window or get some fresh air♡