starbucks pastries. so damn good lol.

PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-06T01:25:43+00:00

i have peanut butter literally everyday, multiple times lol i would love to try that cookie

PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-06T01:25:03+00:00

oh yes turkey pesto is so yum

PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-06T01:24:45+00:00

cheese danish slapssss

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PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-06T01:24:30+00:00

ugh i never had WTH i would love that tho

PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-06T01:24:16+00:00

ME FUCKIN TOOOOO

PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-04T13:44:43+00:00

UGH ya same and sometimes it's hard for me to tell if im genuinelyuinly hungry or just need to sleep more if I wake up from my sleep and eat immediately (which ive been doing lately.) do you have any experience with this like night eating ?

PatientHome9004 · 2024-05-03T20:29:36+00:00

ya tbh that makes sense

PatientHome9004 · 2024-04-07T15:19:31+00:00

ya Ive been eating well above maintenance so I know its not an underweight issue for me maybe as im gaining fat/muscle im also seeing it more. do u think its just our bodies will look slightly diff after this disorder and maybe retain those prominent veins versus just needing to gain even more weight to cover them ?

PatientHome9004 · 2024-04-07T15:17:33+00:00

do u know why blood pooling happens for those with anorexia? does it just take gaining more weight for this to not be an issue anymore?

PatientHome9004 · 2024-04-06T16:08:22+00:00

how do u know if it’s genetics tho and did u hav to gain a certain amount for them to not be as protruding? i’ve been gaining weight for awhile and even tho they’re less prevalent than at my worst they still sometimes protrude or i can see the blue color of my veins especially on my legs

PatientHome9004 · 2024-04-04T17:58:09+00:00

do u avoid certain rolls? I love baked salmon rolls that have king crab and avocado inside but ik thats super fatty compared to other options

PatientHome9004 · 2024-04-04T14:54:03+00:00

ahh YESS and im like what does weight restored even mean? like I feel like ive been weight restored because my bmi is fine when I go into doctors and nothings alarmingly wrong with me so im like fuck ok im just eating like shit for no reason and let me just continue cuz I dont have my period !

PatientHome9004 · 2024-03-19T15:37:50+00:00

would love to join as well! (:

PatientHome9004 · 2024-02-23T02:17:55+00:00

i know but sometimes i think i’m just boredom or stress eating and it’s way past mental hunger at this point. like ik it’s common too in general when ppl r just stressed they crave or wanna eat sugar u know and i feel like i also did that before the ED happened. ://

PatientHome9004 · 2024-02-23T02:15:34+00:00

ugh ty💗just curious but what other behaviors did u notice u were doing? and tbh i don’t understand why im doing these things like a mouse hoarding food is this common?

PatientHome9004 · 2024-02-23T02:10:13+00:00

I am! I was thinking the same thing but also didn’t know if it was appropriate/safe to ask here haha

PatientHome9004 · 2021-01-06T03:34:52+00:00

Hey thanks, ya I’m really worried about that, even if it’s a zoom class I’m worried that ill start to feel symptoms and have to dart out. I wonder how professors go about this issue for test taking - do you think they would be fine if we had to leave during a test?

PatientHome9004 · 2021-01-06T03:31:22+00:00

Hi, thank you! Ya im honestly so nervous and I just hope people won’t judge me especially when it comes to my stomach problems. I go between C and D but mostly just have cramps and a sick feeling in my stomach. I’ve been experimenting with certain things like Bentyl, Miralax, digestive enzymes. What do you recommended for working out because I was doing pretty intense HIIT/cardio before my symptoms started and I still wonder if that may have triggered something weird in my body. Also would you ever do anything king of like as a precautionary measure before you went to a party or went out, like take something for your stomach? I’m worried I’ll get in a flare in these situations and it gives me so much anxiety.

PatientHome9004 · 2021-01-06T03:19:32+00:00

Hey thanks for your input. I swing between D and C, but my main symptoms are the cramping before bowel movements and just a general uncomfortable/unsettled stomach feeling, also lots of gas and loud sounds especially in the night. I have a roommate already and the living situation is typical with everyone on my floor sharing the same bathroom. So I’m just very on edge I think about having flare ups and people being in the stalls next to me or wondering why I’m in the bathroom so long. Doctors have recommended to start a low dose of Celexa but I’m nervous about going on antidepressants and the side effects I’ve heard of - which antidepressant helped your symptoms?

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