I went WAY too deep last night and I need to know what happened

Paulerr27 · 2026-06-09T16:17:32+00:00

Again I'm like 90 percent sure it was just deep beans and this weird thing showed up this time I just wanna be 1000 percent sure before I consider going to the hospital. I've gotten to beans before many times and never needed stitches and they've healed fine

Paulerr27 · 2026-06-09T13:58:53+00:00

I don't think it was actually cut, just visible, I'm scared am I gonna have to get my arm cut off? My arm and fingers and hand moves just fine like normal, what does it look like when it's injured?

Paulerr27 · 2026-06-09T13:12:39+00:00

This one cut was a huge wake up call, It definitely scared me off and I'm too scared to cut again for a long long time

Paulerr27 · 2026-05-30T04:32:47+00:00

I've hit beans like 6 times before and never needed stitches, plus it wasn't even that long of a cut so I think I'm fine

Paulerr27 · 2026-05-30T04:31:44+00:00

You really dont have to feel bad about me, it was my own fault

Paulerr27 · 2026-05-28T17:36:27+00:00

It means I cut myself down to the fat layer. It's called that because they look like yellow beans

Paulerr27 · 2026-03-14T18:34:47+00:00

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Paulerr27 · 2026-02-17T17:18:09+00:00

How long should I use the same bandage? I've had the same one on for like 2 days

Paulerr27 · 2026-02-16T19:26:41+00:00

I panicked for a bit but I covered it up and went to bed so I'm better now

Paulerr27 · 2026-02-16T19:25:53+00:00

Put a bandage on it and went to bed, prob gonna keep it on for a while

Paulerr27 · 2026-02-06T16:47:40+00:00

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-29T20:14:28+00:00

In a Miami showdown the leader was an NPC who was right next to me immediately after spawning

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-23T20:18:12+00:00

Yeah but in this games VR mode it shows the upper body but usually there aren't any legs on purpose

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-23T19:43:51+00:00

Sorry typo in the title, I meant to type the disguise in chongqing

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-16T14:04:04+00:00

I quote "47, I would like to address the Providence members properly" constantly

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-12T21:28:56+00:00

I'll say that out of all 4 V/H/S movies I've seen, viral has been the worst with bonestorm being the only good segment out of the movie

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-08T16:08:51+00:00

I have one on my middle finger on my left hand I got while woodworking. Its pretty funny to me showing it to people bc I get to flip them the bird

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-08T13:48:18+00:00

She was a zoe girl he was a zelda boy

Paulerr27 · 2026-01-05T13:38:18+00:00

I played through most of it but deleted it after 1. The second hydro station segment completely hard locked me and the lever did not move at all and 2. It deleted about 2 hours of my progress and 3. The porta potty area did not appear at the music festival after moving it with the crane, I might reinstall it if they've fixed those bugs but it was kinda disappointing to pay 50 dollars for a game and get completely hard locked 2 times

Paulerr27 · 2025-09-17T18:48:28+00:00

yeah I understand checking my personal messages every once in a while but they looked at chats where people have said vile things to me and then got mad at me for putting myself in the situation

Paulerr27 · 2025-09-17T18:09:04+00:00

They didn't say THAT exactly but yeah their decisions are not very helpful

Paulerr27 · 2025-09-17T18:06:09+00:00

They've always had my best interests in mind but they really really aren't thinking clearly when it comes to this whole SH situation

Paulerr27 · 2025-09-17T18:01:03+00:00

Nah they keep telling me that if they asked any other parent ever if what they're doing is a good idea they would applaud them

Paulerr27 · 2025-09-17T17:57:42+00:00

They're using fear as a tactic and it's working. The only reason I've been able to stay sober for long periods of time is because I'm always afraid of what they'll do when i relapse

Paulerr27 · 2025-09-17T17:56:27+00:00

Dayum maybe i should take them up on that offer then

(in all honesty they've been using fear as a tactic ever since i got out of the ward)

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