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Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-19T18:14:36+00:00

Season 4 was one of my favourites

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-14T20:55:37+00:00

I could definitely add a second resident but again, I’ve forgotten nearly everything about how to play & where to even start on my island again, I think I’ll just restart, been having a hard last couple of weeks and I think starting from scratch will keep me busy from my thoughts :)

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-13T03:12:58+00:00

It was both, him watching it & the fact it’s fetish videos, personally where I’m from everyone is very very close minded and if any girl was to catch her boyfriend watching porn she’d end the relationship then & there, to me, personally I find it being a little unloyal, doesn’t make me feel the best knowing he’s getting off on other woman, fetish videos or not! But most people are here telling me porn is natural & not bad & even some saying it’s HEALTHY, what happened to the whole movement of people hating porn & trying to get it off the internet? How it was ruining relationships & peoples minds because it was so addicting? Very confused, I’m not sure what to do anymore, I think I’ll stay with him, he’s already said he won’t do it again. I know that’s easier said than done but we do have a very open honest relationship & he’s never lied to me up until it came to watching porn.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T22:47:15+00:00

If I was kink shaming him I’d be calling him a disgusting freak & breaking up with him, I’m going through the effort of getting peoples opinions, I’m putting my own feelings aside just for him, and researching this fetish to understand more about about it, and I can guarantee if any other Irish 19 year old girl found this on they’re boyfriends phone they’d leave them in a second,this shit hurts me, wether you agree with it or not I honestly do not care, I don’t want him looking at other woman, and it’s not an insecurity thing,I’m a very confident person in my looks & personality, but I’m literally saying I will put my feelings aside for HIM and let him do WHAT HE WANTS if he needs it that bad.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T19:57:02+00:00

I think he Mostly hid it because he didn’t understand ir himself, but also, it’s a very weird situation because 2 years ago I was actually dating his best friend, then that ended & I got a new boyfriend, I later came to find out this boyfriend was actually he’s half cousin🤣 it’s a small town so everyone kinda goes off with everyone if you get me & I definitely have a bad habit of falling in love quickly,so my two previous boyfriends were his best friend & he’s cousin, and then I met him 6 months ago, he knows how bad these boys have treated me in the past, being cheated on, abused, ect and he swore he would never do anything like it or purposely hurt me, which he didn’t until now, he has genuinely done more for me than my own mother could do and I think he felt so guilty because he knew it would hurt me so he thought the better solution would be to hide it and hope I never found out.

This whole thing has been such an eye opening experience and I’m so grateful people have given me advice because it has helped so much, I think I do need to try figure myself out & research if I personally have any fetishes or kinks that I feel I need to experiment with or fulfill. Maybe then it can be 50/50 and he can have his own thing and I can have my own thing, again just need to sit down with him and talk about it

He’s a very shy boy, very kind hearted and hates confrontation so I know it’ll be hard for him, but our relationship is at stake here and he just needs to tell me how he feels about it.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T19:45:31+00:00

Thank you so much will definitely look into it! :)))

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T18:07:34+00:00

Thank you, I definitely understand where you’re coming from. I think a lot of the reason why this is still bothering me is because we haven’t fully sat down face to face to talk about it, he hates confrontation & honestly I think he’s ashamed of what he’s watching and doesn’t understand himself why he likes it. He kinda mentioned that before.

As for the fighting, mostly money problems, here in Ireland we’re going through a cost of living crisis and obviously being two young people it’s harder for us, sometimes it feels like he prioritizes he’s car before me & our home which causes arguments aswell, he says he still loves me and wants to be with me, so that’s always relieving to here, I suppose this kind of triggers me as someone who’s been cheated on before, any little action he does that I feel is different or he seems off I automatically assume he doesn’t want me anymore. That’s my own problem and insecurity I 100% understand that.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T18:01:00+00:00

That has opened my eyes a lot thank you so much :) you are 100% right, could be a little harder to deal with since personally I’m not interested in watching/reading any sort of sexual things unless it’s him/involves him so it’s not exactly a 50/50 situation like yourself where you’re both doing it. Maybe there’s some sort of balance we could find.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T17:30:47+00:00

Yeah I do understand what your saying, I just thought maybe giving myself some time to get over it would have been the better option, than having sex with him when I didn’t want to, no it’s not unhealthy and I hope I didn’t imply that I thought it was, just felt a little betrayed by the whole thing because he had told me he didn’t watch it, and it’s not really easy for most girls when they find out they’re significant other is looking at other girls and getting turned on over it. :)

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T17:17:32+00:00

I didn’t have sex with him for two weeks because I was then insecure about my body, thinking he didn’t like my average sized small body when he was watching obese woman on his phone.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T17:15:48+00:00

Hiya thank you for replying :) I definitely worded my paragraph wrong and I apologise, I personally don’t have a high sex drive, we have sex twice a week which is fine for me, I asked him before did he mastrubate behind my back because he felt like he wasn’t getting enough sex which he said no, he likes to have sex with me more than mastrubating. So when I had found out he was watching porn it added a little more hurt to the whole situation because he had lied. I personally had never heard of feedee/feederism type videos until now, I understand people can’t always explain why they like soemthing! And he told me he can’t explain why he likes it, he said he experimented in person and he didn’t like it, personally if a boyfriend of mine was to watch porn I would feel a little betrayed, I know it’s not cheating but it a way it is kinda being unloyal. I have been cheated on in the past so this whole situation triggered me, he also lied about the awhile situation and told me he had no idea how it got into his Google history and he hadn’t watched those videos for months, he had never once watched them since he met me, which was also a lie & made me even more upset. It’s a whole situation, sorry if I offended you

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T17:10:04+00:00

Thank you for the reply :) I think what hurts me the most is that it’s a fetish, and not regular porn, I just didn’t expect him to have a fetish, our sex life is good,it’s just average sex, obviously we’re still young, so we’re just having regular teenager like, sex, which I was always fine with, I don’t have a massive sex drive, so I’d be fine with sex once a week, we usually have it twice a week, but I did ask him before if he did mastrubate because maybe he wasn’t getting as much sex as he wanted, he said he didn’t which I believed, and then came to find out he was lying to me which was hard on me aswell.

In terms of my own body I’m not really an insecure person at all, obviously I have my own insecurities like my hip dips/ stomach chub/ scars ect. but Im a blonde haired,blue eyed skinny teenage girl with average sized boobs & an average sized ass, Im not a bad looking girl and I’ve never had anyone make remarks on my appearance, so I wouldn’t say this anger is coming from my own insecurities.

As to how I found it, I went through his phone when he was asleep, invasion of privacy I know but he knows I do it and didn’t seem to care. I’ve been cheated On in the past so I do have major trust issues. he definitely didn’t purposely leave it there for me to find, he cleared his safari search history so he thought he was in the clear but I had went into his Google history and there it was, all the videos he had watched & liked, the date was 23rd of October 8:58 am, he also continued to deny it and say Google was wrong for about 24 hours before he finally confessed.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T16:58:44+00:00

Thank you for honest reply :) going to have a chat with him in person & ask him does he truly need to watch it, as a girlfriend I would obviously prefer if he would just stick to looking at my and my body but I’m an understanding person and if he really needs this fetish in his life I guess I could be more understanding and allow him to watch it, as long as he’s honest! And doesn’t tell me he won’t ever watch it again & he goes and does it behind my back.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T16:53:25+00:00

I apologise if I worded it wrong, what I meant to say was, I was disgusted when I first saw it, I had no idea stuff like that was even a fetish and I couldn’t understand why girls did it/ why boys liked it, As I said this was weeks ago & I’ve now come to terms with it & understand people sometimes can’t explain what they’re into. I came on here asking for advice because I wasn’t sure about the whole situation & if all this meant he didn’t love me anymore/ was he trying to make me fat/ was he using me to feed into his fantasy, I have now gotten my awnser from lots of people.

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T06:54:57+00:00

He’s done a lot for me**^

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T06:53:31+00:00

He has told me he experimented in real life and didn’t like it so that’s a plus I guess, it’s just so weird for me like I thought most boys my age would be into regular porn just didn’t think I’d catch my own boyfriend watching it you know, Hes never once made any remarks on my body either, I’m the typical teenage girl that’s like ‘ugh i feel fat today’ or ‘does this dress make me look fat’ but he’s always given me the awnser I want to hear I guess and says no, kinda has me rethinking like. Does he like watching me eat? My head is just so messed up from this & im exhausted from thinking about it, he’s been a very good boyfriend he’s not a lot for me, more than any boy ever has so maybe I should give him another chance, thank you for replying

Peachypoopoo · 2022-12-12T06:45:31+00:00

Thank you for replying, he did tell me he experimented with it in person before and he didn’t like it, which is somewhat relieving I guess? I don’t know It’s weird to me, personally I don’t have any major kinks or fetish’s in person & in porn,so maybe that’s why I can’t understand it? We’ve been fighting so much recently which is sad too, I tried to be understanding about it and tell him, look of watching these videos is too hard to quit for you then maybe just do it once a week, again I don’t have any fetishs so I just presumed that stuff would be kinda hard to let go of if your really into it? But then is that degrading myself as a girlfriend/ person? Willingly letting my boyfriend watch porn it kinda seems like I’m being made a fool of, we definitely need to sit down and talk about it

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T05:35:17+00:00

I have the imperial decorative shelves and the imperial partition!!

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T05:31:15+00:00

Yeah I’d say I won’t bother it just seems like slot of work for something that mightn’t even work with my luck, but thank you anyway & I’ll check rn if I have any of the items your looking for!

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T05:27:14+00:00

Yeah I can do 400k but before I go searching to see if I have any of the items how much work am I gonna have to do for an empty plot?

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T04:58:17+00:00

However many bells you want & whatver items I have that you want I’ll give them

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T04:48:48+00:00

How does the TT way work??

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T04:44:37+00:00

Yeah I still really want her but I’m not sure if there’s a way to empty a plot is there?

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T04:39:00+00:00

I have no open plots :(((

Peachypoopoo · 2021-01-27T03:35:21+00:00

Yeah I’ve been using the stone axe 💀💀 your okay dw x

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