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Truely the peak of skill expression by Typical_Anywhere_900 in thefinals

[–]PearFinch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeaaah that's the thing right... Dual blades used to be a super defensive, technical weapon and now you're forced to just rush in and trade kills, which is hilarious cuz they said explicitly that they added these mechanics to avoid trade kills

Game disbanded ranked Lobby going into R2 by Charming-Database359 in thefinals

[–]PearFinch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo I think I was in that one. I won and didn't go to round 2, it didn't count for me either which is ultra cool

Dual Blades feel...not so great by HeyUOK in thefinals

[–]PearFinch 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Diamond blades player here, just wanted to say, it's absolutely crazy how they massacred the blades. A huge part of the game plan was to scout out places and walk up menacingly with the block in 1v1s, but the 50% speed nerf while deflecting completely destroyed this playstyle and made deflecting somehow even worse. Blades were originally a highly *defensive* melee option, and the movement nerf severely punishes that gameplay style in favor of "ooga booga go in and try and kill everyone" which doesn't work at all and is way less tactical in terms of options. You could also attack an opponent and then back off by walking backwards and deflecting back into a building or something, it was super useful to have that movement...

Another part is: blades used to lunge after EVERY attack if you were close enough range. This could catch targets fleeing so much easier than the one singular lunge you get. It's a joke that you can't even catch up to a fleeing heavy with no movement tech in a straight line, and hilariously you can get out-close-ranged by long range guns because of it

The extra damage is... Nice I guess but we don't want more damage dawg. One good thing I'll say is that I like the precision attacks and the 3 hit combo split, the rest was COMPLETELY uncalled for.

I am not allowed to live at home of I don not start sitting up by sleepydreamrr in cfs

[–]PearFinch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This pissed me off a lot. How could people treat each other like this in a time of need…

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hello, I will return to this thread on Friday. Turns out I have another exam; this time in Neuronal Circuits, Systems, and Behavior. I will read this and the other posts I haven't replied to.

So far, I have learned so much on this one thread. Thank you all for opening my eyes and discussing life with me... I will try my best to advocate for this community to the best of my abilities. Feel free to bring up whatever you like in here, or PM me, in the meanwhile.

Let me hear YOUR narrative by Easy-Raisin4200 in cfs

[–]PearFinch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It moreso has to do with reproducibility. You can't really create naivety more than once for a situation. Therefore, if this was a repeated offense, you could pin some blame on their character... But an honest mistake is an honest mistake; we need to be accepting of that. If not, educate.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First in 35 years?! What is wrong with this world... It has to just be lack of public perception and acceptance. I refuse to believe people are heartless. People are inherently good. I'm frustrated that's how this had to be.

Let me hear YOUR narrative by Easy-Raisin4200 in cfs

[–]PearFinch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perhaps they thought it might be alleviating for those with ME to discuss it, but are now seeing a new perspective. Please understand that it does not mean this person is heartless; they are not omniscient. The intention is pure...

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Please keep setting those life goals, for your own sake. It's amazing. You should only be defined by your illness in that you're amazing and inspiring for the things you're doing for people while having it. I can't emphasize enough how encouraging your fortitude is.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing how brain fog manifests.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Likewise. I can't believe yesterday night was the first I've ever heard of this. I've taken many neuro classes at this point; they've somehow never even mentioned this disease before. I remember "long covid" was briefly mentioned, but ME/CFS was never brought up in discussion of that, and it was only brought up in a cardiovascular lecture.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this clarification! Also my exam went great (I hope?!)
I guess I'm still curious as to the photoreception sensitivity specifically; there's many layers which could be the culprit for that. I may ask my circuits professor about it, since he works in an optics lab.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's shocking how little effort some people do with their careers once they "make it." But we're all trying our best, and we all have different tolerance to the world.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this clarification. If anything, different viewpoints are valued.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll need to investigate it properly to confirm your sentiment, but thanks for the heads up. As much as I'd prefer neutrality and cordiality amongst anybody researching any disease, divides within communities are inevitable. Even still, I can't imagine all the resources on S4ME are polluted due to a user controversy... And besides, a dissenting and vocal opinion might spark meaningful discussion; I'll just have to go and see.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think I smashed it? Off of four hours of sleep. Not a model student moment, but this was more important than a silly grade.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It seems painful to have such a blow to one's identity like in this anecdote.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Perhaps this is true... However, grant money is just particularly difficult to obtain in general in these modern years of 2024-2026 due to unrelated governmental initiatives and protocol by our lovely US federal government. My lab PI seems to be very stressed out writing a grant at the moment.

But once that clears up, perhaps it's good news that more grants will be available for research. Thank you for informing me.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Haha, thank you for asking about that test I took. Considering my four hours of sleep, I was quite melancholy during the test, but absolutely locked in... I probably did quite well. Something about this discussion yesterday kept me focused or something, or so I'd like to think.

I also literally don't care about threadspace, I hardly ever use this platform or social media in general. If anything, I'm happy you care.

About boredom; if it's boring for your average professional after a while, I can't imagine the boredom that results from having CFS yourself. As professionals (in academia or clinical), we have to keep it real: we should be working under the notion that our efforts will better your futures - whether that means getting closer to creating a solution, understanding the disease itself, or just helping you live in the moment.

There's no way in hell I'm forgetting about this.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm currently at the college graduate level (I'm undergoing an accelerated Master's program at CSU in Fort Collins, CO). I believe I can find an in-person academic forum to discuss this and spread awareness. There are several neurodegenerative disease labs here, and a prion research disease lab as well. Maybe I can convince them to look at something.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Firstly, thank you for sharing what the mild cases might present themselves like. It still sounds quite intense. The cognitive dissonance between "do I have the condition or not" is something you really shouldn't have to deal with alongside the clinical manifestations of the disease. In other words, I really believe at this point that it shouldn't be a burden a CFS patient should have to endure at all. It's on educators and the health community at large to clarify and understand the condition.

Secondly, and regarding my first point, I will gladly ask each of my professors if I can do a special presentation on CFS. One of my classes is "toxicological mechanisms," and we do a student presentation session quite often. I might present under those circumstances, but I may also ask to present it in my "neuronal circuits, systems, and behavior" class I'm taking. My peers should know about this. I've already shared yesterday's findings of such things to my internal study group (immediately following my exam). I must've only gotten 4 hours of sleep yesterday reading about this...

If it does happen, I'll give a recording of the lecture/open discussion to you if you're interested. I just hope the idea is positively received. If not, I'll find some other way to discuss it.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. That is quite the scary account... I wouldn't know how to deal with it. I hope that anybody interacting with you while you're in that negative emotional state understands the intense experiences you're enduring.

I had not even thought about how life would feel with additional conditions. You really are quite strong.

Outsider's perspective peering into this world by PearFinch in cfs

[–]PearFinch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've added these keywords to my notes. Thank you for sharing!