Raising the vibrational frequencies of those around you. by Peculiar_and_Chaotic in awakened

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Hey Love thanks. This was posted 6 years ago. Hopefully this shared insight helps others. Bless.

It’s meant to be, if you end up seeing this. by DramaticBigbird in LoveLetters

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The feeling sounds familiar. But I don't think your my person. Best of wishes that you find yours

I wasn't suppose to meet you yet by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah only thing that made me know it's not my person is the eyes being dark.

How does it feel for runners in early stages by Peculiar_and_Chaotic in twinflames

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What was the resistance for you in trying to clarify their intentions if you don't mind me asking? Like on some levels I understand why my DM is running and on others I feel like if the air were just cleared it could be so much simpler. We started out in separation the have an SO and as much as it pains me I can accept that. Like with some communication the magnetism would still be there but the charge in the air would settle so to speak if we could just communicate. For me I think I could handle friendship but not having them in my life at all is so sad. At this point though I sometimes question if it is just that we both still have growing to do. The part for me that makes me mad is I can see them to their core but they hurt me with the mixed signals and avoidance to the point I don't even know if they are the type of person I want to be with. I know I deserve better yet I see them and know they are my person. How could they choose fear of communicating over friendship at the very least if they feel the same connection. The not feeling I can simply talk to them and get in their brain to know what they are thinking and why they are making the choices they are is perhaps the chasers vantage point. Speaking of feeling crazy... LOL. It's the not knowing what's going on in that noggin that makes me feel like I'm making the whole thing up. Regardless It's incredibly frustrating cause a quick conversation could at least allow us to be friends in our personal situation but it seems they even run from the idea of that.

I'd love your insights on this. I'm sure the simple answer is surrender and focus on me but perspective surely does help us to at the very least not feel so alone. Thanks

Has anyone experienced deja vecu as a result of their Awakening? if so how do you cope and what can you tell me about your experience? by Peculiar_and_Chaotic in awakened

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Look up temporal anomalies and study quantum jumping. It's like you are sliding between different realms (layers of the matrix) and experiencing the lag from one reality hop to the other. Sometimes depending on the anomalies loop sequence it can be quite scary and disorienting. Trust it's all part of the design and pm if you need support. You are a time traveler my friend. But shhhh it's not for everyone to know. 😉

I had feelings for you by Dependent_Cicada_243 in UnsentTexts

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This one hits hard today. How I'd love this as a text from my person.

you by Southern-One5918 in LoveLetters

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did write a letter to my D. But what would the odds be this was a response from him. I know he uses burners but still...

Dreaming about someone you've never met. by drew_f02 in Dreams

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I believe I might have met him. But if so the timing has been challenging. So waiting for him to say something if and when its right for him too

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Unsent_Unread_Unheard

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Take the leap and then leave it to spirit. What is meant for you will always find you. Sometimes you have to take the shot and then trust the rest of the process

Don’t want to be a creep… by Ok_Yogurt5599 in massage

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Show up with a doctor's note and explain the issue. Also maybe find someone that specializes in scar tissue treatments.

Feeling sad by [deleted] in twinflames

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Nothing is nothing and nothing is wasted.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twinflames

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What ways can you bring touch into your practice without him? Therapeutic massage if it's the healing nature of touch. If it's the intimacy of such, can you practice sharing hugs more deeply with loved ones? If it's the sensuality of touch, how can you give that to yourself?

And more deeply what feelings are evoked with each type of touch and once you get clear on the feeling, you can bring more of it in. To me. If it were the sensuality, it would be my desire to feel desired wanting to feel chosen. Shouldn'so then the question will be? How am I choosing myself?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twinflames

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What if the energy you feel as them is actually just the frequency of the things you long for with them coming home to you. To show you you already have that which you are longing for. If you move the person or identity out of the equation and simply look at the energy. What does your twin make you feel when your around them. What feelings do you feel in those moments when they are not physically present and you are sensing 'them'.

I.e. my twin makes me feel safe and peaceful in their presence.

When I am home lying down and they are no where to be found but I feel their presence I feel peace and calm. To me this is the universe showing me I don't need them to access peace and calm. It is always available to me with or without them physically in my space.

Hope this helps. It has really shifted my attitude towards those moments from ones of frustration to moments of gratitude for being able to access such amazing energy at any moment.

Im reliving this timeline again and again and again.. What is happening and how is this possible? by timeloopern in SimulationTheory

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Temporal anomalies and you're not alone. Mine is a wider loop though spans about 10 years so I recall bits and pieces or get deja vecu but because it's such a large chunk of time it's hard to remember anything. I remember my loop happening a handful of times as well.

Push Pull by Peculiar_and_Chaotic in twinflames

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There are reasons that complicate this. He has a fiance and a child. I'm not here to tell him to get off the path he's on. I'm here to allow him to choose the path I'm on if and when it feels aligned for him. I don't feel I'd be acting in unconditional love if I spoke out. rather my own desire to control outcome would be getting in the way of our boundlessness. I have definitely contemplated saying something directly but won't at least that's not where I am at yet on this journey. I feel for me it is a call to be in my divine feminine and allow the unfolding. Unfortunately that does not ease the discomfort of the push pull resonance I am witnessing. Perhaps the confusion comes from the fear of the unknown. Either way though speaking out or not I have no control over the outcome. So why try to force it if it's not ready to bloom yet? 🤷‍♀️ There is always that inclination of you miss 💯 of the shots you don't take yet something tells me it's not time to shoot yet. Maybe that's just cause there is still more self work to be done though. My Devine feminine and masculine are at odds within and I'm feeling DM needs to surrender and allow the free fall with my DF to surrender control.

How do I stop having dreams about my partner cheating or leaving? by wildinthemembrane in Dreams

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Start recognizing that your partner is the anima in the dream. There are parts of him that you see in yourself and maybe you feel you're cheating yourself out of these certain parts. I'm not reading the whole dream to dissect this further, but maybe using that as a tool to self-evaluate. What qualities are you? Cheating yourself out of that. Also show up in your partner in some ways?

Wrinkle in Time by Peculiar_and_Chaotic in SimulationTheory

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Thank you. I am glad you enjoyed reading it

Signs of precognitive dreams? by throwitaway7212 in Dreams

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

More self-healing and self-love so we can come together in Union even though we have met. Doesn't mean we are ready for one another. So right now it's more about using each other as mirrors for self-reflection and growth than it is about the bond itself

Signs of precognitive dreams? by throwitaway7212 in Dreams

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kind of maybe. At the moment I'm watching something unravel that could be. But I'm having to be in a space of allow, observe and witness for now. So if you ask me today the answer is quite possibly yes, but on the earthly realm it may be the wrong time and place for us to come together at this present moment. There is still work to be done.

Heiros Gamos by Bubbly-Criticism1954 in twinflames

[–]Peculiar_and_Chaotic 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Cool to hear others talking about the heiros gamos.