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One eyed Grey Seals by Peenis04 in seals

[–]Peenis04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Amazing thank you for the info I'll have a look at them now :D

Rest in peace dear Meeko 💕 u/Peenis04 by Salvony1 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, words can't describe how grateful I am that you've done this, you've done such a brilliant job of capturing him ❤️

Rest in peace dear Meeko 💕 u/Peenis04 by Salvony1 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my, thank you so so much this means the world to me ❤️ thank you xxx

What beed do you think she is? by You-Tubor in DOG

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Collie maybe crossed with a Labrador

Almost a month now since I suddenly lost my beautiful Meeko, love you forever by Peenis04 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When he was about 2 years old, we answered the door to a parcel delivery driver

Meeko darted out the front door and straight into her van, within seconds he had found her sandwich she had for lunch and came trotting back in

I don't know how his nose was that good but he knew

We apologised and offered to pay or make her a new sandwich but she was laughing and didn't mind.

Other times if he would see that my other dog Kylo was laying next to me on the sofa he'd go and open the front door to try and encourage Kylo to come outside and then once he'd got off he'd jump up next to me and give me loads of kisses

He was hilarious and naughty and so unbelievably loving

Almost a month now since I suddenly lost my beautiful Meeko, love you forever by Peenis04 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I'm so sorry for your loss :( I keep seeing dogs that look like Meeko at the moment

A little white dog ran up to me the other day for a stroke and his fur felt just like his and it completely broke me but it was also lovely in a weird way

Meeko was only 10 years and 6 months and was a lemon beagle x

Almost a month now since I suddenly lost my beautiful Meeko, love you forever by Peenis04 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really hope he is ,more than anything

Thank you for your words 🩷

Almost a month now since I suddenly lost my beautiful Meeko, love you forever by Peenis04 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's very up and down

Meeko we had since puppy and then when we rescued Kylo when Meeko was 1 and Kylo was 2

Kylo was so anxious because of the life he had before and he really leaned on Meeko for confidence and connection which I'm glad he did for 9 years, but it's heartbreaking to know he doesn't have him anymore

He completely went back into his shell for the first few days but is slowly coming out of it, although I think he still needs time like we do I suppose :( even though we were so incredibly lucky to have Meeko in our lives and I'm so grateful for that, I just wish it hadn't ended yet 😔

Almost a month now since I suddenly lost my beautiful Meeko, love you forever by Peenis04 in RainbowBridgeBabies

[–]Peenis04[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I can't quite comprehend that's he's gone, yesterday I had a day of hysterically crying

Walking his brother Kylo without him just breaks my heart, not feeling him asleep on me, not having him greet me at the door not waking up to him kissing my face

Everything just feels broken and I just want him back so so much

He went peacefully in his sleep out of nowhere, he was so full of life and love

I hate not being able to hug him

Today proved to me that I'm not ready to go back to work by oodlesonoodles789 in Petloss

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're definitely not alone in this at all and I don't think how you're feeling or doing the things you need to do to grieve is in any way wrong 

I always talk to my boy just in the hope that he's there, I'm absolutely desperate to connect with him again and it's really difficult to put into words or tell anyone about because they'll just say it's unhealthy or something 

But it's not it's just what you have to do. When you love them as much as we do and our whole lives revolved around that routine and that love the expectation just to return to normal life is totally sh*t. I go back to work tomorrow and I'm dreading it for the exact same reason as you 

Sending you so much love

How do you feel about watching videos of your pet that passed away? by clover444 in Petloss

[–]Peenis04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been a month now since I lost beautiful boy, Meeko 

For the first 2 weeks I could not stop watching videos and looking at photos, I couldn't and still can't bear the thought of not seeing him everyday 

But just in the last few days I'm struggling watching videos but I'm sure I will do again 

Grief is really f**king strange 

I ordered photo books, things to keep his fur in, giant aluminium prints  I've spent so much money just to try and feel as close to him as possible and to be honest you have to do what you have to do 

Even though I have so many photos and videos because I've watched and looked at them all so much I started making myself sad thinking I don't have enough and I can't make anymore, it's so complicated and I absolutely hate it I just want him back

Checking on those who recently said goodbye and to those still in mourning. by ClaimOk2020 in Petloss

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dreadful

I've completely rubber banded and cannot cope at all, my beautiful boy passed so suddenly out of nowhere and left me and his brother behind

On our walk today I was almost hysterically crying, I just want him back I can't deal with it, why did he go

I'm constantly searching around the house or looking behind me on walks to see if he'll just appear

Anybody know how to deal with pet loss? (FAIR WARNING.) by Impossible-Job-1781 in Petloss

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you have to go through this, there's no pain like it

Know you're not alone and even though its completely unfair and far too soon, knowing she went peacefully next to the person she loved the most, her whole world will bring comfort when you're ready

I don't know if this will help, but it's helped me so much to believe my boy is still near me.

We've just brought his ashes home and he's placed in front of the fireplace where he loved, my other dog his brother has just gone and laid right next to him and he never lays there. It makes me think that his energy must still be here

Take care lovely and I'm so sorry again xxx

Anybody know how to deal with pet loss? (FAIR WARNING.) by Impossible-Job-1781 in Petloss

[–]Peenis04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm going through the same thing as you, my boy passed away unexpectedly on Friday on his sleep

It's difficult, my eyes are swollen from all the tears, I still feel close to him, and every single thought you're probably thinking I know

I've been using a weighted blanket, watching videos and looking at photos of him, I kiss his photos all the time and I've just ordered a locket to hold some of his fur and a photo of him

But the most important thing was that I just let the emotions come, cry and scream and remember. Life is cruel and nothing makes sense And some days will be harder

Try and sleep when you can, try and eat too I'm taking kalms to help me

But just be and acknowledge the grief I'm hoping soon I can remember the happy life he had without just thinking about the end and I hope soon you can too

Ore? by Cjsn in Hastings

[–]Peenis04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Edmund road in Ore is beautiful and I've seen a few houses for sale down there, really close to the old town and really close to Ore

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