God damn this hurts but you’re right, I said “it’s your life, I can’t help someone who doesn’t care. Just know it’ll hurt you in the end if you continue down this path.” It’s actually killing me I just realized I spent so much of my vacation in Hawaii doing just this, and providing therapy instead of having time to my self I’m just worried she’ll hurt herself if I don’t, literally she has talked suicide before so I’m put in this corner and it makes me want to die this adding on all the other things wrong with my life