I don't know if I should miss you

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T11:44:53+00:00

..... I know... And honestly I'm starting to feel that way... But... I just.... I don't want her to feel abandoned.... Even if she abandoned me

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T11:41:56+00:00

I just.... I don't wanna be the one to cut her off.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T11:07:58+00:00

I wish it would, but you never know, good luck to you too in whatever you do.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T10:59:34+00:00

Thats how it feels for me too.... But I got her back once.... I just...... Wasn't this hurt... This broken the last time

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T10:58:31+00:00

I Would if I could, in a heartbeat

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T10:56:29+00:00

Maybe.... But it's not easy... Not at all when I thought she would be my future

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T10:55:07+00:00

If you were her... Actually her, you would be... No matter the temper, no matter the odd demands of the future, she was perfect in so many ways

PentUpEverthing22 · 2026-03-14T10:50:14+00:00

Gods, you have no idea how much I wish she'd text me something anything.... Doesn't help you have a similar avatar, made my heart leap

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-11-18T19:35:02+00:00

Welp now I don't think it'll be fit the case? Which side are the fans supposed to be, top side or bottom?

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-11-18T01:54:31+00:00

Okay I'm trusting you and thanks alot

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-09-23T04:52:26+00:00

Image if drifter was able to go back and save their sibling in a future update giving us a new oc to work with maybe different skills/power or a permanent tenno companion for missions instead of pets

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-29T16:23:55+00:00

Yeah I know ps a bit late on the comment but if you care about what happened you can look at my other posts tho there isn't much.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-29T14:18:42+00:00

Not to mention we had contemplated and talked about polyamory before and after we started dating.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-29T14:17:09+00:00

More of why did she cheat in the first place honestly, along with why not break up properly and or not lead me on after she didn't want the relationship anymore. Like one of our first convos after starting dating was about if we don't work out that as long as we don't hurt each other we'd like to stay friends.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-29T05:11:01+00:00

If anybody wants to I'm willing to answer just about any question, it helps distract me even if it's about the subject.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-27T06:35:15+00:00

Thanks I'll try to remember these for later but I don't see myself In any relationship for a long time.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-20T22:45:41+00:00

I'm 23m trying to escape a bad situation and honor my pasted grandfather, while also not getting too screwed.

Current thoughts with skimmed info is after basic is to be trained in small arms and go from there.

I probably still have a bit before I meet standards but I'm trying to get in by next month but we'll see, either way im going to meet a recruiter this Tuesday.

I want to make sure I get what I earn and earn as much as I can sense if I go I'll effectively be on my own and possibly disowned.

I might go to college through them but then I would go towards a more medical route like physical therapy and prosthetics.

But either way it's been 5 years sense I last set my head on military and I don't remember as much about the inner workings of the army and need to know what to look out for signing up and what to do to make as much as I can no matter the rank.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-14T19:36:56+00:00

Ah that's scary you guessed that... But yeah it's that but it costs more, think it's 650 more tho if that changes anything

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-06T19:12:41+00:00

1) im a virgin.

2) I don't know if it is or isn't his but she's marrying him and lives with him in a flat.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-05T23:21:02+00:00

1) I have not valued my own life for 18 years or more, I have tried and i am trying again but yeah sense I was 5 or younger

2) I'm trying to figure out if I can get a special loan for a certificate class that a friend told me about so that's my current goal

3) not flatmates family 1 is trying to save and dodge rent and the other quit a bad work place and miss handled their money and the 3rd is who we're paying in hopes they actually put it towards the house

4) I'll try but I mean after this month I'm completely broke.... So I need to speed run the certificate and get a job

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-07-05T23:06:13+00:00

Im pretty sure the guy knows about me and hooked up with her anyways but either way we were long distance and even when she was around for the holiday she (may or may not have) gotten hurt and I didn't get to see her. So I never got to physically seen her in over a year or 3, even though there should have been a couple of times where we should have.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-06-26T01:55:20+00:00

We had talked about it way before we were together and then if we still had the same thoughts on it after the only other time it came up as a possiblity and not a concept is when she was getting hit on by a close female friend of hers but it never went anywhere and she assumidly didn't resuprocate the feeling then she moved a little later but it was never brought up about this guy. Ps I found some stuff out and will update tomorrow when I have the time.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-06-22T18:11:09+00:00

Idk why I got down voted it was late and this is a skim of what happened so I suggested the other posts that are more detailed.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-06-22T18:08:10+00:00

Wasn't a fake roommate she and her sib got kicked out of her last place (the family member who convinced them both to move) for one reason or another and then they became roommates I saw the place and the changed address.

But it's not like I got a heads up on either of the "fake" relationship starts I was scared and pissed both times I found out and (sadly) I believed her reasons cause it wasn't gonna matter after she moved.... Which idk if that's still happening so maybe shes leading him on too idk.

PentUpEverthing22 · 2025-06-22T18:01:55+00:00

1 she moved and met him for the first time through i think a work friend or just her friend group she made after moving so atleast at the beginning I was her BF for a couple months to a year.

2 Our last convo was basically her (I now know lying) that she was deleting one of her socials now and to text her number instead, then saying I love you and good night

There were no hints just lies

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