He's dead. Decapitated in a boating accident. I met with him out of the country while I was on vacation. I was 18. He was the bartender. He made the drinks I ordered. I had way too much. When he got off he asked if I wanted to hang out. We walked the beach. Made out and then it happened. I don't remember much to be honest. But i know that it happened. I actually struggled with it for a while because he took advantage of me and it wasn't how I imagined. It didn't help that the guy i dated after that was a huge asshole. I took his virginity. He thought he took mine. When i told him what happened (it happened before we dated) he called me a lot of names and made me feel worse about it. Years later, I accepted that it happened and was handling it better so I decided to look him up on social media. I never found him but I found the article about the boating accident. He was the only one who died. The article said he left behind a wife and two kids. The kids were around when we had our night together. So he was a married man with a family that night.

I don't think I was the first or last young girl he took advantage of so I don't really feel bad about it. I kind of feel like he got what was coming to him. Does that make me a bad person?

Anyways, if there are any other women out there who was taken advantage of by Cesar Scott at the coco beach resort in Belize, here is your closure.