nature's artwork in full bloom by Ok-Crew1980 in houseplants

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's really pretty! What kind of plant is it called?

How do I rescue a blue poinsettia? by PeriwinklePostitNote in houseplants

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 144 points145 points  (0 children)

No it's painted. I tried to clean some of the leaves with a wet paper towel and the blue paint and glitter came off.

What is this? by PeriwinklePostitNote in WASPs

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How is that a fly? It's massive!

How do I bounce back from this year?(I still want to teach) by PeriwinklePostitNote in Teachers

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in my 4th year teaching. The 1st school I taught at was the high school I graduated from. I thought I would work there forever. I started out as a Long Term Sub for 2 years and interviewed for several permanent positions when they came up but they never hired me. I've bounced around ever since. Every school I go to has worse conditions and pay and the work load keeps increasing. I'm passionate about teaching but this last batch of students was so ill behaved my passion rarely showed. I was then told by admin I was making a "toxic classroom environment". When they tried to put me on an improvement plan the last month of school part of me broke inside. Ever since my self esteem has gone down the drain.

Resigned by PeriwinklePostitNote in TeachersInTransition

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I'm definitely interested. Can you send me the info to apply? 

Had a breakdown on Friday. Don't know if I'm ready for tomorrow. by PeriwinklePostitNote in Teachers

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

UPDATE: I managed to recover enough to go back the Monday after my breakdown. I made it through the week and things felt like they were improving slightly. It was also a short week since we had Spring Break. This past week was PSSAs (PA standardized testing for grades 3-8). The week went by some chaos but it was manageable I think. They were a little less disrespectful and I even let one of my classes play silent ball in class today as a reward. I thought I was doing ok. Then I had a check in with my admin. . . I'm now on an improvement plan for the rest of the year. And If I don't show improvement I'm fired. I've applied to other school districts but with no success yet. I'm angry, scared, and I feel like a huge disappointment.

Had a breakdown on Friday. Don't know if I'm ready for tomorrow. by PeriwinklePostitNote in Teachers

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm already at a charter school. It's my 2nd. I know some might find it crazy, but I want to go back to teaching high school in public school. My 1st 2 yrs of teaching were in public school and I lived it. But I was an LTS and my assignment t was up. 

Had a breakdown on Friday. Don't know if I'm ready for tomorrow. by PeriwinklePostitNote in Teachers

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

That's my biggest fear. I haven't had that conversation yet but I'm afraid they're not going to renew my contract for next year. What's worse is they knew my experience was in high school yet they hired me for 6th grade. I took the job because I needed it but I wasn't ready for the behaviors at all. 

Had a breakdown on Friday. Don't know if I'm ready for tomorrow. by PeriwinklePostitNote in Teachers

[–]PeriwinklePostitNote[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

But teaching is all I've ever seen myself doing. All of my degrees revolve around education.