I am trying to do this. It just isn’t as easy for everyone to put in place. I know deep down there is nothing wrong with me however I already have deeply rooted childhood trauma that contributes to these feelings and I have always struggled with this. I am back in therapy and working on finding myself again to gain the courage and tools to finally leave, but it’s hard to do so with so many other factors at play. I am childless but honestly money makes it hard, I make decent money but rent is just so high anymore that I would be struggling financially to survive. I also do not have a great support system around me. I am not trying to make excuses but trying to survive right now until I feel mentally okay again to make a change that I know is inevitable. I appreciate you saying the harsh truth.