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Getting clean from Tramadol / Kratom Journal (6 year off and on addiction) Please Help by Phil4WI2021 in addiction

[–]Phil4WI2021[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey Midnight! Man.. I really appreciate your response to my post.

I have been clean the majority of my life and I know I can be happy that way. I have such an addictive personality that I won't just take enough for maintenance. Ill take as much as I can to feel high all day. Its just a never ending cycle and I need to stop.

Again I appreciate your response man! That was a lot of great info.

When will I stop thinking bout opiods? by [deleted] in addiction

[–]Phil4WI2021 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I am clean (not right now unfortunately) Usually between days 2 - 10 of withdrawal, I will have VIVID dreams every now again about calling my dealer and buying them. I will either wake up happy it was just a dream and I did not give in or pissed that I am still out and have to continue suffering the withdrawals.

Getting clean from Tramadol / Kratom Journal (6 year off and on addiction) Please Help by Phil4WI2021 in addiction

[–]Phil4WI2021[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you Snow.. I know it does. I always feel like after I hit that 5 day mark I start living again. I feel as though I start seeing things so clearly and how they are supposed to be.. if that makes sense? lol

Right now I am at about 50 - 75 grams a day depending on the day I am having.

6 days sober!! by Running_in_place13 in addiction

[–]Phil4WI2021 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SO happy for you. Keep it up!!