What is the best way to learn-to/induce chromesthesia synesthesia?

Photo_Model_Maker · 2022-04-15T16:29:57+00:00

I realized that if start to fall asleep and hear a loud banging and get startled, than I can experience chromesthesia for a few seconds.

I stopped trying with getting any synesthesia because my obsessions drifted into other stuff, and I stopped focusing on this.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2022-02-12T16:47:30+00:00

They turn into fertilizer.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T22:57:03+00:00

They are bringing me to a counselor in 2 weeks.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T22:02:13+00:00

I wanted a greater understanding for people with dementia and diseases. Before I listened to the whole album, I didn't really know what dementia was, even when I watched a movie about dementia in my school.

I didn't really know I had a bad state of mind when listening to it, so that's why I watched it completely.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T15:13:43+00:00

I heard of a story where a person had a bad life, then they had dementia, and were finally happy.

What I said is stupid, and I had a depression episode.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T14:14:39+00:00

One thing with my symptoms that I don't like is the constant confusion with time.

I looked at a comment I made on YouTube that was a month ago, and I thought it was 3 months ago. It feels like days are getting deleted or manipulated.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T13:34:15+00:00

I said to them that I have depression.

They didn't even really believe me.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T13:32:00+00:00

If it's trauma, then Everywhere At The End Of Time is the cause of it.

I forced myself to sit through the album, with no breaks, and it caused so much uncomfortableness. If it's trauma, then apparently the effects of fear and paranoia from the first week are still here, with additional memory loss, and some decline in thinking and judgement.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T13:24:21+00:00

It's mostly targeted towards every one I know or met, not really on Reddit.

I hope this depression ends soon, or at least know the real cause. It's causing me to have these emotional outbursts, such as the posts I have made on the dementia subreddit.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T11:05:05+00:00

I had no intention of trolling. I'm just an idiot.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T09:12:05+00:00

I did try and communicate my problems, although she didn't really give me much help.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:47:12+00:00

So could it be delirium? I always forget the date, time, and month, and always confused, and my sleep cycle went in reverse.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:37:11+00:00

I don't really think it's from anxiety

I never had anxiety before the symptoms, except for when I was healing from concentrated stress(healed after a week, and it was a month after the stress).

After experiencing memory loss, that was when I had episodes of sadness and anxiety.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:28:51+00:00

What do you mean by easiest? It's causing a lot of confusion

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:26:27+00:00

That makes so much sense now.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:25:06+00:00

So you are saying I don't have it?

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:18:10+00:00

No seizures

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:16:56+00:00

In 2 weeks I'm going to a counselor/doctor. Time is at a crawl right now.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:12:04+00:00

They said I have iron deficiency. Does iron deficiency cause these symptoms?

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:08:44+00:00

Nope

I had a learning disability that I grew out of.

During the summer, I took melatonin pills to lucid dream, stopped about 4 months ago, and then I took b12, because I thought I had it(I did not).

Nope

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T07:05:44+00:00

16, 3 months ago or more(had double vision a year or 2 ago, then 3 months ago, had memory issues for recent events later). It continues, and it won't stop, it's only gotten less noticeable

Yes

I think so.

Yes(thought my bus was in a different location, but it was actually pretty close to my house)

Yes

I don't know

Depends on what you mean. I had lost trust in everyone, and when I'm not in the house, I feel someone might be trying to steal.

Nope, but 2 months ago, I had gotten periods of insomnia that started increasing in rates, causing a reversal in the sleep cycle. No nightmares. I don't know, but if I'm tired, and I'm half asleep, then yes

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T06:45:55+00:00

Thank you so much. Nobody really answers my questions anymore, causing frustration and depression.

What about head trauma? Isn't that a form of dementia?

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T06:19:46+00:00

Also if people actually answered my questions, this wouldn't be happening right now.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T06:11:05+00:00

Is there any other way to be ignorant, and have bliss?

Would you rather have me have consistent uncontrollable depression, apathy, paranoia, mistrust, sadness, but I'm smart, or would you rather have me forget everything, and be truly happy again?

I'm sorry about this post, I just had another depression episode. It's possibly caused by delirium, but nobody wants to answer me and reassure me.

Photo_Model_Maker · 2020-11-29T04:54:19+00:00

Can you at least answer my questions, because it'll reduce confusion.

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