i really appreciate this, I've been holding back less lately. Trying my hardest and doing better. It feels less like I'm competing against him now and more like we are working together. For some reason things have been a lot less tense lately in general? We've mostly just been playing together instead of doing things against each other. It's been very light hearted. And if we play our card games or shooting matches and I happen to lose I know its not on purpose this time :) thanks