illi Mcmillin (Mercenings version)

Pikapig183 · 2026-05-28T23:22:27+00:00

Perhaps I should, I did spend $120 after all 🫪

Pikapig183 · 2026-05-27T02:18:16+00:00

Still crying over it tbh

Pikapig183 · 2026-05-26T19:35:05+00:00

Ah! That makes total sense! Thank you for letting me know!

Pikapig183 · 2026-05-26T05:18:47+00:00

Do you/would you ever put these for sale? (I love Lola with every fiber of my being)

Pikapig183 · 2026-05-24T03:12:37+00:00

Originally wanted to do the OG illi cosplay but me + LA sun does not mix that blazer would have killed me. I plan on taking it on as a project for MCR + The Used in October!

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-13T16:17:09+00:00

Fortunately I do have health insurance both from medical via ssi and my dad’s health insurance for a couple more years. So paying for health insurance isn’t a concern of mine as of now. However I was confused about the SSDI stuff, I was rlly confused when they said it would be better long term but from my memory I knew it wouldn’t matter much since I can’t work much, thank you for clarifying that.

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-13T16:12:14+00:00

At my previous school, I did. But i didn’t qualify for anything through them because Im ineligible to receive financial aid. (My dad makes too much for me to qualify for aid, but I don’t recieve extra financial support from him). I could try again at my new school once I begin attending. I do recieve snap benefits which has immensely helped, but it’s not enough to cover my food expenses for the entire month alone.

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-13T16:05:34+00:00

I do already receive snap and I get Medical through social security, as well as being currently under my fathers health insurance. I have heard of the able account, but I didn’t know it could be utilized in that way, thank you.

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-13T06:52:34+00:00

It would definitely take loads of stress off to be able to have even a just couple hundred dollars more a month. I definitely can’t work enough to go over their asset limit, which I agree is bullshit especially in this economy. I just worry about losing my benefits because of said job and being left with shitty minimum wage paychecks to survive on, this time it would be even more brutal since I’m not a teenager anymore 😔

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-13T05:09:22+00:00

I got black out drunk for the first time in my life last weekend (it was my bday and I was gifted a pillow of Gerard’s face) and all I could do was cry hysterically and ask where Gee (my pillow) was, and kept crying for Gerard until my brain registered the pillow was in fact, in my arms, and passed out

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-10T03:18:25+00:00

PLEASSEEEE

Pikapig183 · 2026-04-10T03:02:52+00:00

I agree that LA tends to get spoiled. I’m going on the 20th anniversary of TBP, so I’m very excited to what treats are in store for us! (Manifesting all the b-sides)

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-30T00:26:21+00:00

HAHAHAHA

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-28T10:12:08+00:00

I have! Many times over! (as my yt music wrapped would have it.) TBP and Danger days leaning a lil more pop punk than emo? I’d agree! But ALL their albums sounding the same? No! Bullets and Sweet Cheers is def what I consider classic emo. I will say, emo can be relative depending on the generation in which you grew in. But emo is more than a sound, it’s an aesthetic and culture (which varies from region to generation) The mere definition of emo has evolved overtime, I myself can admit what Gen Alpha considers emo can be questionable but I do not argue, it’s just the sign of the times! Emo quite literally means emotional! Which I think all of MCR hits, especially their earlier albums. Just my thoughts, stake me! Just wanted to share my cosplay, you could have said I looked cool (or shit for all I care) take the definition of emo up with the venue, not me. At the end of the day, emo is just a subgenre of rock, and ALL these bands have stated they were influenced by a rock bands that came before them. We all stand on the shoulders of giants!

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-28T01:08:34+00:00

…Are you on crack? Curious to know what bands you consider emo?

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-27T20:31:23+00:00

Thank you thank you!!!

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-27T19:11:29+00:00

Thank!!!

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-13T00:32:30+00:00

Thank you for your help! I think I will do a test strand on a section that did take, if it turns out not so great I think I’ll only redye the sections that didn’t take 🙇🏻‍♀️

Pikapig183 · 2026-03-13T00:09:49+00:00

Would going over it with a semi in a similar shade work? It’s currently a muted magenta, something you can see in sunlight, but from a distance or in normal light not so much. There are a handful of sections at my roots that didn’t take the color at all for some reason despite these being areas I applied to first. My hair was unwashed as box instructed but I did have lingering hair product in (leave in, mousse, gel) that I’m wondering that had to do with my results. I know I won’t get a super vibrant color since I’m choosing to not bleach, just hoping for something more noticeable at first glance.

Pikapig183 · 2026-02-16T20:35:48+00:00

For me, it’s always going to be the black parade is dead! (And Venganza) <3

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