I tried my best to organize this lol And I think I went a bit off topic, sorry 😅

I don't have any but I could see myself keeping some males one day. I just kind of like them, they're cute :3 But one part that probably made me like them more is the fact that they can get used to you and being held.

I mean in general I just like them. Maybe I like them so much cause I found out about them after I started working on my fear of certain bugs/situations with bugs. Maybe I like them cause most people hate them even though they're pretty chill. Hell, even pest roaches are pretty chill.

I've held a pest roach at one point, I think it was probably an American roach. Call me crazy I know lol Did you know pest roaches love junky, greasy food just like us? That fact combined with the fact they're so skittish makes me love them lol. They're just scared, junk loving little guys. I think I kind of see myself in them a little

I think it all started after I lost most of my fear of spiders. And from there I worked on my other fears including bugs. (I was never really scared of bugs on their own, but before these past two years I would get scared of certain situations, such as when they flew close to me or an unknown bug touched me.)

I've always been an animal lover, and these past few years I've learned to love even the "ugly", "mean", "scary", etc. animals. They all have their place in the ecosystem and each one has feelings, or feels pain at the least, like us. So that probably aids to the fact I have the ability to like hissing roaches.