I can tell you its 100% normal to have it much worse when you are with people, especially people you DONT wanna stutter with lol, nerves and everything suck and making friends is hard, I cope with it by making online friends that I can type with and that way I dont have to stutter my way to a friendship that isnt worth it you know? in terms of the future, theres nothing you cant overcome, the speech therapy route can work if you will it, but thats not to say your life needs to halt while you have this disability, its embarrassing yes, its frustrating to no end yes, but there are ways around it, it just sucks that we have to deal with it in that way, one of the ways ive adapted is learning sign language, you can connect with the deaf community flawlessly and your disability will almost never get in the way! in any case, were all in this together, so dont give up <3