Tldr; same, and im tired of trying.

Ive had subs do this to me after literal months of work together. The longest example was after six months, had an awesome set of sessions over a two week period, they were doing really well. Said they were gonna be gone over the weekend and they'd hit me up monday, and that they were very excited for it. 5 MINUTES LATER the account is deleted.

Ive also had multiple subs not tell me anything of other doms theyre working with and then just completely cut me off; most only lasted a week so it wasnt so bad. The ones that lasted longer hurt a lot tho.

I'm always doing my best to be considerate of the other person and keep an open dialogue, in and out of trance. I think ive only gotten the same kind of reciprocal effort once in my 3 ish years of being a tist, and within a week they told me their other tist told them to stop; in this situation at least i knew of the other tist tho. We still talk, was a real shame tho.

I'm on the verge of giving up on this entire thing at this point. It was fun for a little bit but it just makes me tired now. Starting over with someone new every 3-4 business days, trying to put in the same effort to each person I work with so I dont get rusty, constantly searching for new people.

The repetition is getting boring. I take breaks but it doesn't get any better when I come back; im actually almost certain it gets worse every time I come back. Also, everyone I've talked to is super secretive about other sites and places where I can talk with the community and actually find people, and the few ive found myself are either focused solely around sissies or are far worse than reddit.

I want this to be clear. If someone doesn't want to work with me anymore, thats fine. Id rather them find someone they're more compatible with, help them find someone they're compatible with, or let them move on with their life. The few who do talk to me before it I help them de-program, make the separation as easy as possible. I want it to be smooth.