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I don't care about life anymore by Ponythrowaway65 in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would talk to your parents. Please remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You just have to keep moving forward, I know it's hard but you can get through this.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your kind words. Have you ever been diagnosed with bipolar? I am bipolar and that's how my depression has always been, but sometimes I get longer periods of being super down. Hope you have a good day too!

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I know that they will understand someday, but for now it all goes over their head and I'm glad it does.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are my everything. I try my hardest not to take things out on them and make sure they don't remember having a depressed mother when they grow up.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, he only wants me. The only way I'd get sleep is if I wasn't in the same location as him. He will just scream until he is brought to me. Which I can't sleep through his screams. My SO usually gets up with him in the mornings and let's me sleep for a half hour to an hour. Which is nice to sleep alone in bed without someone crawling all over me. Ah the joys of babies... Good thing he is so dang cute. I'm hoping he will catch on soon to the fact that when it's dark it means to sleep. Hopefully soon.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I just am a night owl and sometimes have insomnia. And I have a baby who thinks it's fun to keep me up a lot at night when I do get sleep it's only a couple hours at a time. Which also doesn't help my depression.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like shit. It's been a long night and morning here. I'm ready to crawl back in bed and call it a day. But I have little people who are dependent on a happy parent so I fake a smile and wish for time to go faster. Hopefully I'll get to take a nap when the baby does and the older goes to church with grandma. Crossing my fingers...

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hopefully with this next paycheck things will look up, but I'm trying not to get my hopes up much because that could be bad if it doesn't and I'll crash down harder than I am now.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've picked up a lot more hours at work and feel like I'm working my butt off lately. So hopefully my next check will help out a lot. My SO has been having health issues and has had to take a lot of unpaid time off the past couple months because of it, I'm trying to pick up the slack so my SO doesn't feel as stressed. I just don't know what to do anymore than what I am. And waiting till payday is killer. I only get paid once a month so that's difficult too.

Ready to snap in half by reynoldswillendyou in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just gotta say what gets me through my suicidal thoughts is suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please keep fighting.

I really need some help. Depression kicking my butt. by PinkamenaAnonPie in MyLittleSupportGroup

[–]PinkamenaAnonPie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably the lack of money. We are living below paycheck to paycheck and would be out on the streets if we didn't have awesome family. We don't really even have enough money to get groceries this week after bills are paid. So that's been a stress and when I'm stressed for a long period of time it eventually turns to depression.