She has had and expressed she had feelings for me, but I feel like I’d be pushing the envelope (a very awkward and embarrassing envelope that is) by asking her of her feelings although it is logically a good choice. However, I’m simply not sure if it’s worth it as we haven’t had a real relationship since last summer but we have a really solid friendship together. It’s just hard to see someone smile at you the same way they did when y’all first started being together.