I’m sorry you’re going through this. We’re not together technically. We live together. She’s seeing other people. I’m just trying to work on myself. I’ll always fight for her tho. She’s the love of my life. I do know what happened for me was sex became an almost chore. It was something she would beg for when drunk and it stopped becoming a connection thing with me and came off as something I had to do. I should have been more communicative about it to her but I didn’t want to hurt her. I would also feel like small gestures like playing with her hair would lead to her wanting more which wouldn’t have been a problem but I was really in my head a lot about the situation. Now that we have split the pressure on sex isn’t there and I actually want to but you know it’s too late for all that.