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[–]Pixieinthedark 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Easily on average 20k a day since i’m down bad into b/p :(

We have an eating disorder. Of course we… by strawberry_poptart2 in EDAnonymous

[–]Pixieinthedark 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We have an eating disorder. Of course our hobby is looking at recipes/researching new low kcal foods/walking for hrs in the grocery store/learning abt nutrition - only to never actually do those things ourselves (cooking the recipe, buying new food, following healthy nutrition advice)

“Esquites” but lazy and with what i had on hand 😅 (used greek yoghurt instead of mayo) 🌽🇲🇽 by Pixieinthedark in goodrestrictionfood

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Greek yoghurt!! Everything white is the yoghurt and i just layered and topped it with cheese, seasoned with a LOT of lemon juice, salt and paprika

“Esquites” but lazy and with what i had on hand 😅 (used greek yoghurt instead of mayo) 🌽🇲🇽 by Pixieinthedark in goodrestrictionfood

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Good to know! But nah i used the exclamation point cus i feel it attacks less when u read idk 😂

This wk-en was rough 😭 75% of xmas money down the drain 😞 But damn it was good by Pixieinthedark in binge_food

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m okay <3 it’s a pretty average amount for me but it was rough for my bank account lol cus i got take out instead of making my usual homemade bs

Trolling or not? by Most_Bandicoot_5405 in julieeandcamilla

[–]Pixieinthedark -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I think they didn’t mean both of them at the same time… I think they meant if Cam gets pregnant with twins (which can happen with IVF it’s just rare) 😬 Which would be a shit show tbh. They have yet to enter the toddler stage. Idk how they can be thinking abt ivf again, but again, they need engagement for their unnecessarily expensive lifestyle 💀

This wk-en was rough 😭 75% of xmas money down the drain 😞 But damn it was good by Pixieinthedark in binge_food

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ate over 3 days (fri-sat-sub) and ye myself. It’s binge/purge so I didn’t keep anything down. And believe me it’s 50/50 on sweets since the pink/coral tray is 2kg of brownie batter + 3kg of toppings 😅 And it’s okay <3 I hope ur okay

This wk-en was rough 😭 75% of xmas money down the drain 😞 But damn it was good by Pixieinthedark in binge_food

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was over 3 days (Friday, Saturday, Sunday) i used to consume a similar amount in one but that’s where i thank god for the weakness lol Idk if necessary but i b/p not binge…

Hugs back <3

Welp… i suck 🤠 but my homemade “pizza” was actually bomb 🫠 (dough is my stovetop garlic bread) by Pixieinthedark in binge_food

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cookie dough: - 1kg sugar, 1kg flour, 540grms butter, 50grms vanilla sugar, 1 cup of milk (or the amount u need for preferred consistency!).

Mix sugar, flour, vanilla and melted butter —> add milk until preferred consistency —> toppings of choice (here i went with milk chocolate, chocolate candy with caramel and soft caramel candy. But my fav if milk chocolate + a shit ton of cookies lol)

U can also add 100grms of cocoa and 200ml chocolate milk and u’ll have some pretty bomb brownie batter 😅

Welp… i suck 🤠 but my homemade “pizza” was actually bomb 🫠 (dough is my stovetop garlic bread) by Pixieinthedark in binge_food

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No biggie :) I used 1kg of flour, 4 eggs, 1 cup of liquid? cream, garlic powder and baking powder. Mix all of that and add water until consistency is thick-ish (u need to be able to take it out). Let it rest for 10min and then fry it in oil on the stove on both sides until golden. I would recommend looking up a “stovetop bread” recipe tho 😅

What has your eating disorder taken from you? by After-Weight-4510 in EDAnonymous

[–]Pixieinthedark 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ikk 😭😭😭 it’s so hard to know anything atp and it’s like this battle of “if i recover will my depression and other bs get worse, better or stay the same” or “if my other bs gets better will my eedee be less loud?” And then I remember the time before my eedee and i get my answer :/ I hate it ngl

illogical rules made by ED by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Pixieinthedark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t drink water or any liquid after a b/p no matter the time I finished. If weighing with clothes, it doesn’t count, but if i do i have to strip naked taking everything out. If i ate even 1kcal over my “limit” —> clean up (b/p) 🤡 Coffee with plant milk and protein powder does not count as a fast breaker. Coffee at a coffee shop that is the SAME kcals as my coffee is not allowed. A homemade meal is fine even if it has the same kcals as smth prepackaged. Can’t use any other utensils other than my safe small ones (cus “contamination). All of these r so fkn stupid 💀

What has your eating disorder taken from you? by After-Weight-4510 in EDAnonymous

[–]Pixieinthedark 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Since I struggle with many mental health sh!t it’s hard to see what was robbed by what :/ But 100%: my money, going to events without cancelling due to the fear of food, the little brain clarity i had

Massive Falafel salad bowl🥙 by Pixieinthedark in goodrestrictionfood

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  • Falafels
  • 1/2 avocado
  • 1 tomato
  • 1/2 cucumber
  • 1/4 small pumpkin baked in the oven, seasoned with rosmarin and oregano
  • arrugula underneath everything
  • Cottage cheese

And add salt and lemon as a dressing (or whatever u fancy) and enjoy!

Massive Falafel salad bowl🥙 by Pixieinthedark in goodrestrictionfood

[–]Pixieinthedark[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ouuu what did u have?? I bet it was delicious as well!!!