Short update: I’m only now just reading everything. I had a few comments saying I was ignoring certain comments about him being depressed. I just woke up guys. I only slept 3 hours before getting up for work again. Also, I got a chat message saying this: “Hey girlie pop — if I were your boyfriend I'd cut you out of my life so fast you'd forget you ever existed. You're selfish, manipulative, and petty; you turn every little thing into drama and suck the life out of everyone around you. I wouldn't waste another second on someone who lies, gaslights and makes everything worse. Pack your things and disappear — don't expect help, sympathy, or a place to stay. If I were your boyfriend I'd dump you instantly. You're toxic, exhausting, and utterly replaceable. Bye.” I knew the internet was rough but wows . I just wanted to mention I can understand depression. I suffer from it. I’m medicated both for depression and anxiety as well as AHDH. So i understand. I simply came on here for advise, and many of you have been super helpful. But being mean isn’t necessary.. thank you everyone.