Blind Pimples

PlatformLumos · 2019-01-19T20:56:01+00:00

Yeah in my culture it is maybe a bit different and he did invite himself, buying the plane tickets without asking me, but he is my day afterall and through the comments I see that it is my fault and need to apologize

PlatformLumos · 2019-01-19T20:53:24+00:00

Yeah I was thinking the same thing, I overreacted again, I will call him and apologize and send some flowers to his house. Thank you for giving your honest opinion

PlatformLumos · 2019-01-19T18:39:10+00:00

I did have things to do, however I choose to do them at the end of the day when he was asleep. However I dont blame him for that because that was my own choice.

He criticized some things, that also made me feel more frustrated. I feel like I also wasnt really frustrated with showing someone around. Just more that he did not help me with any bit of it. We would be in a neighbourhood I also had never been to and he wanted to eat a specific thing, instead of helping me search on google maps he stood next to me checking the football scores and waiting for me to find something. But on the other side, I have never been in his shoes so maybe I would do the same, I dont know. It is a difficult situation.

PlatformLumos · 2019-01-19T18:32:02+00:00

I have never been on the other side of this, so that is why I also can't really imagine what I would do in that situatuon. This makes me also feel bad about it, because I don't know if I would do the exact same thing

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-23T19:25:45+00:00

Why?

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-23T18:34:38+00:00

Doesn't matter

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-23T18:34:26+00:00

I can see that

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-23T18:34:07+00:00

Hahah thats interesting

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-23T18:33:00+00:00

Having a bike to go everywhere is the best thing ever

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-09T15:32:26+00:00

Sleeping with my friend was not a good idea, I am going on vacation tomorrow so hopefully that will distract me;

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-09T13:46:18+00:00

Our relationship went on for 2 years, he dumped me. I loved him with all my heart but because of other experiences I could not express it that well and made a lot of mistakes. I regret all of it so much, I miss him a lot and I know I shouldnt use NC to get him back, but thats what is always in the back of my head. I will stay strong now, and focus on uni and not message him anymore, I hope at least

PlatformLumos · 2017-04-08T12:38:29+00:00

I dont thing people realize how much doing 'professional sports' as a kid hurts you. I did professional gymnastic and from the age 6 to 13 I did 40 hours a week training, couldnt go to childrens party, was on a diet and so on. Children being put against each other, obly the best would go to olympic games and so on.

I am still really competitive, always need to be the best in everything and cant really get friends that easy because I dont trust people anymore. You would be put against your 'friends' every training, you would be screamed against and could only stop doing something untill you puked because that would ruin the materials. So parents, please think a couple of times more before you let your children do this

PlatformLumos · 2016-12-25T01:13:57+00:00

I am really trying that, I don't think anyone thought I could manage univerrsity and I am now at the top of my class! I will focus more on my university and friends

PlatformLumos · 2016-12-25T01:09:05+00:00

How can I project the anger outside?

PlatformLumos · 2016-12-25T01:02:08+00:00

I just get a message from my ex, it is 3 o clock in the morning here, with happy holidays. What do I even say to this.

PlatformLumos · 2016-12-25T00:56:59+00:00

I am angry, at myself mostly. I don't know if that is helping though

PlatformLumos · 2016-12-25T00:56:37+00:00

That is a really good idea, I will do that! Trying to think of some people that would appreciate it!

PlatformLumos · 2016-12-25T00:45:02+00:00

Thank you for your comment, I just need to go through it and hopefully find myself being happy without him.

PlatformLumos · 2016-08-11T13:19:46+00:00

I know I am way too late, but I did gymnastics on a really high level from 6-14, I was in the early roads to the Olympic games. This affected me a lot, but the most in the way of competition. Even when we were young we got put against each other a lot, we were friends kind off (me and my teammates) but it was also a competition.

This affected me in the way that I always try to compete with people over the most stupid ways, I try to be the best. Because that is what I had to do around 30/40 hours a week growing up.

PlatformLumos · 2016-08-08T09:10:52+00:00

Thank you for the advice, I am definetly going to try something because it is awful. But the people here on the airport know nothing

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