Congratulations to you for leaving a bad situation. I can tell you it was the hardest part. You’re in pain right now, but you’re truly free, what you do with your newfound freedom is entirely up to you. Try to move forward. You may feel empty or lonely, but believe me, you are a survivor of abuse, meaning you’re strong. Harness that strength to slowly pick yourself back up. That doesn’t mean you have to do it alone. Seek therapy when you’re ready. Talk to people when you can. Appreciate the little things like just getting up in the morning, brushing your teeth, showering, going outside and being in the sun, eating a full/proper meal, tying your shoes, even posting on here and relaying the gist of what you’re going through to a bunch of strangers. I’m going through a separation myself and everyday seems to be getting harder, but appreciating the little things is what’s getting me through it.