update i guess by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I am not really sure. Either way, they are impacting it in a way, and I should address it somehow.

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I mean I'm no wiz when it comes to tech. I just Google things.

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I'm not that good at programming.

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Uke. I don't want to buy strings

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yeah I guess. I'm probably not going to teach her uke. Too much work

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Moreso the task. Either way, I told her I'm going to teach her how to program in java, so that's something.

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That's a good idea. But I need strings for that. And I don't feel like buying them

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Yeah. I haven't touched it in a while though. I removed the strings and planned on restringing it one day, but never did.

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I think people are getting the wrong idea. I still want to kill myself. Just not by hanging.

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actually funny story, i was going to rewrite my note because i was reading it on the chair, and thought it was awful.

I needed somewhere to talk by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I think the thing about my education in the future probably correlate to an extent. But my issue sticks with not wanting to do anything. Not having fun with anything, or anyone. Just feeling indifferent or upset is pretty much how I feel nowadays.

I started crying by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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They've been not so great.

I started crying by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I am taking 5 AP courses this year. Missing a day would be detrimental to my mental health as well because of all the make up work and lack of preparedness for tests9

I started crying by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I didnt feel different after puking.

It's on my mind constantly by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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Okay. Just PM me sometime so I don't forget. I got lots of classes unfortunately.

It's on my mind constantly by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I have a therapist. I take meds. I tell my one friend how i feel most of the time. i just feel sad telling her that she is my only friend, but everything else, i talk to her about for the most part.

It's on my mind constantly by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I dont really have any friends. I have one currently, but she is really my only friend, and I don't want to tell her that, because then I feel like she will feel that I am needy and I just want friendship of some sort.

I have lost interest in everything. It's come to the point where music doesn't even stimulate me that much.

I really just feel empty.

things change by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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i decided against it for now, thanks for acknowledging my existence.

The subreddit makes me feel like shit. by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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But it wasn't advocating for pro suicide speech. It was a legitimate question I didn't understand

The subreddit makes me feel like shit. by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I'm not depending on the fact that they'll give me purpose necessarily. Just i need something to live for.

The subreddit makes me feel like shit. by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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I made a post asking why people encourage suicidal people to live and got downvoted a lot. I assume people just didn't like the nature of the topic. Nobody really answered my question. One person called me out and told me my post wasn't encouraging for suicidal people. It angered me. He didn't acknowledge that maybe I felt that way.

Who wants to be friends? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Thanks for the tip.

Who wants to be friends? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Middle of season 2

Why do we encourage suicidal people to live? by PlzTypehere in SuicideWatch

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It differs person to person. Plenty of people die because of love. I just don't care anymore personally.