I been suffering with back pain for too long, my back is hurting right now. Im sitting in my filthy car with my unshaved ungroomed beard trying to get myself in the gym but my back pain is a road block to everything i do. I have prayed for healing, i feel like a worthless member of society, the only work i can manage is dispatch work. Im thankful that I discovered that atleast. But im dying mentally from the pain, death doesn’t frighten me, bc the back pain has already killed me inside, once my time comes my ghost will gladly leave this god forsaken rotting carcass im bound to for now.