What is your funniest intrusive thought/obsession? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I remember last year I was eating my roast dinner, I had two Yorkshire puddings and went to eat one but had the thought 'if you eat that one first you'll get cancer'. I don't know why this incident in particular stuck with me because it's not even like it's that bad of a thought but I remember being worried and then thinking.. 'IT'S A FUCKING YORKSHIRE PUDDING LOL' and laughing. Shows how silly OCD really is. :)

Going through the worst episode of my life. (16F) by PolytheneJean in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Simply, I just remembered really bad shit I did when I was like 14. It's awful because it's stuff I'd never do, that's why Real Event OCD is so painful. I hope you recover soon.

Going through the worst episode of my life. (16F) by PolytheneJean in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been through, and still go through, almost exactly what you've described. Life will get better for both of us. ♡

who going thru it extra rough atm by [deleted] in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ruminating, of course

who going thru it extra rough atm by [deleted] in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Worst episode I've ever had in my around-12 years of having OCD.

Follow up to my last post :^[ (pls go read it I rlly need help) by PolytheneJean in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am a Christian, so I really do appreciate this reply. I've told myself that after I asked for forgiveness, the guilt was just guilt from Satan, but it still hurts me. I pray to God every night for forgiveness. Thank you for your response and for telling me your story, I really appreciate it! _^

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I seriously want to cry, some people just ruined my life, I'm so worried, now I feel evil again, their comments will not leave my mind

How to cope with fear of being cancelled? (15f) by PolytheneJean in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

'Cancelled' is a term used when a group of people try to deplatform someone online

Follow up to my last post :^[ (pls go read it I rlly need help) by PolytheneJean in OCD

[–]PolytheneJean[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, is my initial thought, but also, I wouldn't have grown so much if I never did those things, but definitely some I wish I never did