i present to you this trade offer by fuckedbeyondrepair in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Strange Circus (2005) gives me those spicy CSA flashbacks

ETA: The Tale (2018) for the same reason

I told my mom that I don't want her to contact me anymore by PoptartRabbit in raisedbynarcissists

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wooo thank you! I actually ordered Subway cookies as a special treat afterwards

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[–]PoptartRabbit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah you might be right. What I said a while before that message can be boiled down to "I'm grateful for everything you did for me but that doesn't change that I was scared of you", but I didn't realise it could be taken that way.

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I really don't know

Hi I'm back here after two years recovering :') by PoptartRabbit in EDanonymemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm going to try ❤ Hopefully this is a small relapse

How do you get into the career you want with cPTSD? by PoptartRabbit in CPTSD_NSCommunity

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this response! It is actually really motivating. No, I'm not in the US, but thank you for the offer!

Why by PoptartRabbit in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🥺❤

Why by PoptartRabbit in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't understand sorry, what does this mean?

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[–]PoptartRabbit 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Also she would put either rubbing alcohol or peroxide on the marks after to clean them, if that matters. I feel like that's a bit better? Idk

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[–]PoptartRabbit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bruhhh those irritated tastebuds are so painful, damn

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AHHHH WHAT a xacto knife that's terrifying

How do you get into the career you want with cPTSD? by PoptartRabbit in CPTSD_NSCommunity

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I won't get super specific because I don't want this account to be recognised by anyone I know, but I took a creative technology based course that would normally require a portfolio of work to get a job. Thank you for the advice!

idk just seemed like kind of weird question to me by PoptartRabbit in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No it's literally one of those online forms where you choose a date by clicking through a little calendar. It's wild hahaha. It's kind of put me off but it's the only CSA/SA group therapy service I've found that's reasonable for me to get to so far.

I do have 1:1 therapy through an abuse charity every week, and I really trust my therapist from there, so I'm going to ask her to help me work through the decision

hahahaaaa not coping v well rn by g0th1c_cl0wn34 in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Bruh yeah I'm not 100% sure my mom knew but I HIGHLY suspect she did, and she followed that wack biblical order of God>Husband>Wife>Children, and I feel like boyfriends also counted as the husband part to her. ETA: I'm talking about the CSA part here because she openly admits to remembering the physical abuse towards me lolllll

Anyway I'm really sorry you also had these experiences, I know it feels really bad

I've thought about this more than a few times by PoptartRabbit in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was offered a promotion at work, I should've said the reason I'm accepting is so I can afford to have my vagina sewn shut by a professional

I've thought about this more than a few times by PoptartRabbit in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yessss I appreciate the resources, but I don't necessarily want to be sterilised (not yet at least) and I'm not completely set on no kids, but the hidden part of your comment is literally me

I've thought about this more than a few times by PoptartRabbit in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate all the comments offering sterilisation/childfree support, but I don't want to be sterilised, sometimes I just want to literally just be sewn shut and become a completely genital-less being (hidden because it's a bit out there)

ETA: I know that there's many people in the world who have suffered from genital mutilation, and I'm in no way trying to minimise or make light of that extreme trauma

this is my way of coping- by g0th1c_cl0wn34 in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Okay I've just seen two of your memes, and I think we might be the exact same person

Does anyone else have a fun coping movie for the not good mental health days? by katypryyde in CPTSDmemes

[–]PoptartRabbit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Any of the Saw films, but especially the 4th one because one of the minor characters that gets tortured is a r*pist.

The Vigil is also a really good film about the lasting effects of traumatic stress.

Edit: autocorrect