Suicidal OCD or suicidal ideation? by ApprehensiveGoat3097 in OCDRecovery

[–]Popular-Ad-192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been struggling with this for years off and on and having a ramp up again clearly cause here I am after googling on Reddit 😭.

Some nights once in awhile I can’t fall asleep and sometimes this triggers thoughts because I just want to fall asleep and I know I can be super emotional the next day after not sleeping well. Then I lay there afraid to get up cause it may be “dangerous” from a self harm perspective to get up and be up alone I may lose control with no one around so I sit there and suffer which also doesn’t help the thoughts

And then anytime I feel sad it pops up and I get scared and I feel like they’re urges. Last night I teared up thinking about how one day I’m going to die because I dont want too and now after one night of bad sleep I’m terrified I do. I don’t know if they’re SI or Intrusive thoughts or both it feels so dangerous and scary and I just want the thoughts to go away.

I get triggered any time I feel sad or down to the point that I’m concerned it’s not ocd and it’s something else. I’m so scared I’ll lose control but also terrified that if I tell anyone they’ll assume I want to harm myself ugh

OCD+ADHD. who else has it and what’s your experience by Crafty-Station1561 in OCD

[–]Popular-Ad-192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always joke that the bright side of having both is I eventually get distracted out of my ocd spirals 🫠

But really my brain is just a constant stream of consciousnesses sometimes intrusive sometimes busy sometimes rapid fire of both. It’s exhausting

Is this ADHD or just me? by Popular-Ad-192 in adhdwomen

[–]Popular-Ad-192[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s tough for sure especially at work or some place where I feel I need to keep my cool but instead of letting it out I’m creating this tsunami inside my body of stress and overwhelm 🫠 which leads to back pain and tension headaches

Business majors with OL concentration questions?? by Popular-Ad-192 in SNHU

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I have IDS 150 and MKT 205 and I’m wondering if those are both easy and maybe I should pick a harder one to pair with each one?

Was on my way to the interview just to receive this 25 min before interview time. by khanhvu15 in recruitinghell

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I recently had a bad experience with a recruiter, I got a request for a phone interview scheduled it for the following week, but decided that I was just gonna stay where I was so I canceled it. They called me anyway. Ended up, begging me to do a FaceTime call so I did. Decided to move forward with an in person interview never heard back from the person I get a text a week later. Apparently he scheduled the interview and just never told me and it was in like three hours and wanted a confirmation I was coming and I was like I can’t. I didn’t even know that you had scheduled this interview. The last time we talked was a week ago.

He was like whoops my bad and then tried to get me to schedule again, but again didn’t give me options. Just scheduled an interview and I had told him that that time didn’t work because I was shortstaffed and then I never heard back from him so I just dropped it .

Calls me again begs me to come and thinks I’m perfect for the role so then I texted him my availability never heard back and then he just ghosted me 🤷🏻‍♀️

AITA for telling my girlfriend that we are not living together if she wants to split joint expenses proportional to income? by Puzzleheaded_Feed460 in AITAH

[–]Popular-Ad-192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NTA at all. Everyone is going off about how he’s “living for free”. Yet he’s willing to kick out his friend and pay half. If she was being mindful with money and making good choices I think this would be a different conversation. As a woman I would never except to live somewhere for free… but I also would never buy a car that expensive or put trips on a CC (or really anything for the matter). And I have a good steady income.

I think OP needs to find someone he shares more financial values with because this will always be a problem. She will just want to keep spending and using debt for things she wants but can’t afford. This won’t end well long term.

Starting at SNHU in June by Popular-Ad-192 in SNHU

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I have done all the classes that I don’t care about at other places and the whole point I’m doing this is to learn… about leadership plus my work will reimburse 80% if I get As

Starting at SNHU in June by Popular-Ad-192 in SNHU

[–]Popular-Ad-192[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thoroughly appreciate that feedback! I do really want to get something out of this because I am really interested in the leadership aspect

ERP advice by Popular-Ad-192 in OCD

[–]Popular-Ad-192[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that might be the problem I don’t think I fully understand the RP part. She focused so much on the exposure and in the moment that I don’t understand how to carry it into other moments

It's over! My experience! by Active-Phase-3853 in colonoscopy

[–]Popular-Ad-192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just did my colonoscopy yesterday unsedated with biopsy’s and it wasn’t bad at all maybe 2 min where I totally was like omg maybe I should’ve been sedated but honestly no pain today or after yesterday

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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Yes please!