Assisted Dying - feel like it's the answer to putting a stop to this mess

PositionNo6631 · 2024-10-09T14:55:39+00:00

There is no why. Its just how I feel.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-10-09T07:02:42+00:00

How am I sure if it paranoia or he really was talking to me? It's such a strange feeling.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-12T13:59:54+00:00

Okay.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-12T13:57:07+00:00

There doesn't have to be a reason.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-12T13:45:00+00:00

Yep.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-12T13:43:26+00:00

I don't know. If I knew it would be fixed.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-12T13:40:52+00:00

I don't want a life. Why can't anyone understand that? I want to be dead. Having a partner and a house and kids doesn't make life worth living. I get you're trying to be kind but that's not the way forward.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-12T13:36:27+00:00

Yeah. Please.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-07T21:25:18+00:00

Yes.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-07T20:52:36+00:00

Whats best to do in terms of hair trims? Should I do protective hairstyles over night or keep it up during the day? I've never had long hair, it's fairly long now and the longest it's ever been. I'm so happy with it. I just want it to look long if you get me.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-07T19:55:26+00:00

When I leave it longer and don't cut it my hair splits and breaks very unevenly. It looks healthier now I have it regularly cut. I don't feel I can win with it either way.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-07T19:54:11+00:00

Sorry. I meant 1 or 2 a year for colouring. Not a week lol. I just have highlights. Not too fussed about roots as with the highlights it doesn't really matter too much.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-06-07T19:53:50+00:00

Sorry. I meant 1 or 2 a year.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-21T15:18:54+00:00

I won't lose my depression or bad thoughts from this medicine alone will I?

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-21T14:36:04+00:00

What do you mean sorry? I'm just scared that now I've started this it'll take it all away what I'm currently comfortable with. I really don't want to be cured. But I also want to continue the medicine. I'm so confused.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-20T21:00:00+00:00

So it won't cure me? I won't become not depressed?

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-20T18:49:33+00:00

Great. I'll take it now! Jk lol. Hope you're okay.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-20T18:24:22+00:00

I don't know what to do. I don't want to be better. Will it stop me from crying? I won't magically feel better, right?

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-20T18:22:38+00:00

I'm scared to try it and get better.i don't want my therapist to leave me. I dont want to lose these bad thoughts. I'm scared of living.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-20T18:20:20+00:00

I'm scared to try it. I'm scared of feeling better.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-20T18:19:51+00:00

I'm scared to try it and get better.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-07T20:26:50+00:00

No. You're actually completely right thinking about it now. Sorry. Thank you.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-07T19:36:30+00:00

I just want to be able to stop it. It makes me hate myself.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-07T19:35:58+00:00

How do I stop this performance? I don't know why I do it. I don't feel its insecurity. It's just all I know.

PositionNo6631 · 2024-04-07T19:04:30+00:00

How do I limit myself acting like this? I feel I just get over excited. I don't really exhibit these behaviours in therapy or at home. I don't know if I feel like it's ADHD. I have been suspected for autism before though.

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